A/N
Hey, guys so I know I haven't updated in quite a while I was going to yesterday but my internet got cut off :(So I'm sorry you had to wait this long for a chapter but here it is
Enjoy :)
AJ pov
'Fluttershy' she said looking at me with a serious look while she said it. I wasn't going to cry in front of her I can't let her see me cry.
"What," I said feeling my eyes fill with tears but I refused to let the tears fall. I really hoped that she did love me but I still have no clue
"Didn't you hear me, I said I like Fluttershy" she repeated thinking I didn't hear but I heard her clearly the first time
"Oh, that's great," I said feeling my heart breaking inside, the person I love doesn't love me back and with a weak smile I detached my hand from Dash's
"AJ, what's wrong," she asked me looking at me with a concerned look
"It doesn't matter," I said shaking my head still trying to process what's going on
"AJ, you can tell me we're best friends and I don't like to see you upset, it definitely does matter if you're upset," she said looking generally concerned for me
'Just friends' that's what she sees us as but I want to be more than that I want to be with her in a relationship but she obviously doesn't feel the same I sighed to myself
"But that's the problem," I said getting frustrated and putting my hand on my head (lol stop acting like dramatic Rarity, AJ 😂😂😂)
"Uhhh what," she said not realising what I was getting at
"I don't want to be best friends," I told her and she looked upset and shocked I could tell she didn't understand what I was getting at
"You don't want to be friends anymore," she said a confused and hurt expression on her face
"Dash it's not-" I tried to say but got interrupted
"I'm going," she said rolling her eyes and started to walk away
I knew I had messed up and this was my final chance
I grabbed her arm and she turned around flinching away from me as I touched her arm she looked rather confused and annoyed as she looked into my eyes
"Please let me explain" I begged her
"Fine, go ahead," she said crossing her arms clearly annoyed with me
I held her hand and gazed into her beautiful magenta eyes she eyed me suspiciously as she had no clue what was happening
"Ah said that because I want to be more than that, I want to be more than friends I want a relationship with you. You're all I think about day and night and ah can't lose you ah love you Dash" I said hoping I won't get rejected
She looked at me not saying anything for a while
"Dash, please say something anything," I said desperate for her to say anything
"You want to be more than friends," she said slowly with no emotion on her face
"Yes," I said getting really nervous
"Why" she questioned me giving me a look where she wanted me to continue so I did
"Because I have feelings for you and I can't stop thinking about you, I love you Dash," I said smiling at her but she didn't smile back at me
"AJ, I just don't know," she said looking away from me trying to avoid eye contact
"What do you mean," I asked confused what she meant. I had a feeling she was going to let me down
"AJ, I do like you, a lot actually but..." She said hesitating
A/N
And that's the end of the chapter for today but don't worry I will try and start updating regularly for you guysI have been doing a lot recently plays, monologues, research about them and revising for my online exam too but hope you guys are doing well
Remember to stay safe and to be awesome
Have a great day and I'll see you guys for a new chapter probably tomorrow
Peace out!✌️
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the story of Appledash Book 1
RandomThis is a story about appledash Story dedicated to @CANDYMARE4587 credit also goes to him as we did the story together Warning ⚠️ 🚨 may contain self harm, depression, suicide Also dedicated to my best friend @Mxha_13