𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨 [ 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗻 𝘄𝗼𝗹𝗳𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗱 ] ✓

𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘺 𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 || 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯

felt sad so i wrote a sad chapter sorry <3
i've cried to this song many times

✰☆✩⭐︎✰

moving on from finn...

you never really thought it would end

everyday with him just seemed to get brighter and brighter

but

all good things must come to an end

when it finally happened, you felt very lost

no more finn

no more cuddles

no more kisses

no more pictures

no more i love you's

no more hearing him laugh

no more seeing him smile

no more memories

it was all gone

he was all gone

eventually you knew you would come to terms with it

but in that moment everything just felt so cold

so bleak

your one true source of happiness was gone

the love of your life was gone

and he wasn't coming back

you, quincy, and nick had gone out for dinner once and talked about him

remembered him

shared all the fun times you had with him

rewatched all sorts of old videos quincy had

all three of you cried

you held each other

you told each other it would be okay

even though you all lost someone important to you

after that you went home

and you cried the hardest you ever had

you sat in your room, collecting every single thing that finn gave you or that had a memory with him attached to it

you took an old box

you went through all of the stuff you gathered

you remembered all the fun times you had with him

you put the old thrasher hoodie he gave you on

you took the old polaroid of him from your first time hanging out togehter and hung it up over your mirror

eventually the tears stopped

you realized what life meant to you

what finn meant to you

and you accepted it

you may not understand why it happened, but you accepted it and became a little more okay

you remembered that just like finn used to tell you,

everything was going to be okay.

✰☆✩⭐︎✰

i felt SAD and found one of my old youtube playlists with a bunch of sad slowed songs on it and when this came on i kinda knew i wanted to make a chapter out of it, so here it is.

literally every time i listen to this i end up crying so there's that.

so anyway,

cherish the one's you love because they're not always going to be around. if you love them, tell them. i know it can be hard but we don't live forever. one day you're not going to be young anymore. and you'll lose people who mean a lot to you. but everything will be okay. just remember that. and know that i'm always here if you ever need someone to talk to because
i love you.
you are loved.
please don't ever forget that.

have a good day/night <3