𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨 [ 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗻 𝘄𝗼𝗹𝗳𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗱 ] ✓

𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯 || 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘶𝘱𝘴

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what would happen if you and finn broke up and how you both handled it...

you had been dating for exactly one year

your relationship was filled with smoking, partying, drinking, having sex, hanging out, cuddling, going on late night drives, making out, dancing. everything. 

you and finn were so effortlessly in love

but, you had to kept reminding yourself that all good things come to an end

near the end, things changed, he was different

he started to realize that before you started dating him, you hadn't smoked, you hadn't gotten drunk all the time, you weren't so careless

he had totally he fucked you up

so he started to pull back, call you less, text back slower, not give off the same energy as before

you quickly noticed and got straight to the point by sitting him down and asking

"do you still love me?"

"yes."

he told you all the things that were on his mind, his thoughts, his worries

you told him that he was just overthinking it, he did nothing wrong

finn being finn was persistent and was sure that he did something to change you

you got a little angry

"then what are you gonna do about it? are you breaking up with me?"

the thought hadn't even crossed his mind but as soon as those words left your mouth he knew he had  to

you realized what you did and broke down in tears, telling him you weren't being serious and that you couldn't lose him

"finn, baby, please don't do this. i promise you you did absolutely nothing wrong!"

he kissed you on the forehead and left

you cried for hours and didn't leave your room for five straight days

you ate nothing, talked to no one, just slept, trying to escape your thoughts and reality

finn on the other hand didn't cry until a few days after

he tried to keep telling himself that he did the right thing but what he actually did was lose the love of his life

his mind brought him back to all the nights you stayed up together, planning your future together and fantasizing about it

"we'll buy a little apartment in new york and explore the city ever single night. it'll be so much fun."

"can we get a cat?"

"duh."

you practically lived in the old thrasher hoodie he gave you

he practically lived cuddled up in the blanket you kept at his house and kept smelling the bottle of perfume you forgot

quincy and nick were kinda worried about him

and you

finn would leave you voicemails but you were so angry at him that you never opened one

after all, he left you

you were sad and angry

you never wanted to see his face again but then you just wanted to kiss him

you remembered the way you swayed your hips as you two danced at the parties 

you thought about how he tasted, the way he smelled

you kept wondering why he left you

it was slowly killing you

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why are the sad chapters always the easiest to write