my sobs of pain

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After school practice and I was a little late, when I had to change, I was worried that Tanaka or Nishinoya would walk in. I changed quickly and started warming up with the team. I was lightheaded; I had no food in my body and lost blood through cuts on my forearm. Either way, I wasn't letting that stop me. My spikes were a bit weaker and jumped a little shorter. I was also a bit slower. Kageyama surely noticed and grabbed Hinata by the collar yelling for him to wake up. Hinata apologized and started concentrating more. I spiked harder, and Kageyama smiled at me, not a grin like usual a smile with pride in it. I smiled back at him with fake joy. He believed it, I could tell. At the end of practice, I rushed in the change room and slid a hoodie on over my other hoodie. Kageyama saw me do this and said, what are you doing? I said I don't feel comfortable showing skin Kageyama smiled, saying that no one would judge him, but he knew that they would think of him as a freak. But either way, I smiled back at him, nodding when I was changed. I rushed out of the change room and out to my bike, saying goodbye to everyone and leaving for home. 

I pulled into my driveway, parked my bike by the garage, opened the door quietly, and walked in, but it made a creek when I stepped on the hardwood. My mother knew I was at home. She looked at me. She saw the fear in my eyes and smiled. Hi, the sweetheart, she said, sounding genuine. I looked at her, replying with Hello ma'am. She looked at me, concerned, saying quietly, hi Shoyo. It's your mom, not the person your father likes me that accepts you just breathe. Okay, I know im confusing you, but admit to the fact that you fell in our trap. Huh? What are you talking about ma'am babe he didn't fall for it my mother said chuckling that's when my father walked out from around the corner and said hi Shoyo I shook with fear hearing him say my name I bowed my head down replying with hello sir my father laughed as he saw me shake waling over to me and whispered in my ear your gonna cry so just let it out now before I force them out like last night and he snickered walking away from me realizing that im not crying yet he looks at me with a grin and starts chuckling my mom joined in and that's what set me off they surely didn't expect it but they found it hilarious cackling and I sobbed trying to hold it in bit nibbling on my lip and breathing which make an even weaker sound and my dad started laughing even harder looking at I wanted to run but knew if id did id get in trouble so I stood there trembling and whimpering thats when i saw my father walking over to me and said thats the 14 year old boy i know the pig who cries all day and is a hug bug hi shoyo his father said smirking with evil in his eyes i realized what he was doing he wanted me in pain already and wanted me t hurt more my father had a beer bottle behind his back and through it at my head wincing in pain i looked up and layed there on the floor and there it was the typical abuse not the weird name calling teaseing kind the one he experienced the kicking punching burning and more but it was his life and he ahd gotten so used to that when he winced he would smile because it didnt hurt he just wanted to make his father think it hurt so hed go easier on him. But then a thought came to his mind where is Natsu. He then said Father wait, his father stopped a kick and said, what do you want? Fagg, I replied, with where is Natsu? My father looked around and yelled, "NATSU" then I heard the pitter-patter of her feet and said, Natsu goes back upstairs ill read you goodnight when im did with mommy and daddy okay "okay," she replied, running back up the stairs pitter patter we heard again. My father then looked at me with some sort of pity on his face. He then said, "WHY THE HECC DID YOU HAVE TO BE GAY? YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN THE PERFECT SON." for once in my life it looked like my father had tears in his eyes I sat up and said im sorry im so sorry my father looked at me grinning and snickering I looked p seeing evil in his eyes again realizing it was a trap again my father saw the pain and the fear he saw it all as he grabbed my neck and squeezed just enough for me to pass out I woke up to the sound of my father saying hello there son he stared at me saying that my mother was out with a friend and then we had time to have fun I shook with terror, and my father grinned



(OKAYY NOT WRITING THIS PART BUT HINATA GETS RAPED BY HIS FATHER)




Hinata was sobbing in pain his father was a monster he called Hinata a slut for doing that with him and made fun of his body even more

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