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Why do you love me? - (sapnap)

☞︎𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨: 𝕝𝕚𝕝 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕥
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I sat on my bed reading all the hate comments, I mean what could I expect, I will never be enough for nick, he is an amazing guy with the most adorable personality while me, I'm just a girl nothing more,

when we first started dating I doubted our relationship, who would wanna be with me, a self conscious, clingy girl, I felt like I was wasting his time and I knew how much these comments could harm me yet I couldn't stop reading them,

I closed my phone and charged it, I stood up and took a shower to clear my head,

After showering I went to our room and just stood there and something just hit me like a truck, tears stream down my face, I didn't have a reason to why I was crying, I just cried letting my emotions to no one, maybe the ghost, the air?

Who was I letting my emotions out to, myself? I couldn't even answer it, all I wanted to do was lay in bed and never get up, never wake up,

"Babe why are you crying"

I heard and suddenly was met with a warm hug, I turned to him and cried on his shoulder, I finally knew why I was crying,

"Why are you still with me, why do you love me?"

I spoke through my muffled sobs,

"Why won't I love an amazing and precious girl, a girl who makes my heart beat like crazy, a girl who makes me smile over the dumbest or the silliest things, why won't I love a girl that makes me feel loved and special, why won't I love you babe, there aren't any reasons I couldn't love you, you are everything to me, my world"

I cried more as I gave him the tightest hug, I felt like I could lose him any second if I don't hold him,

"Baby girl please stop crying," he spoke softly and made me face him,

"I love you and I will stay loving you forever" he said wiping my tears as new tears came,

" you are beautiful and amazing, you are perfect in my eyes maybe not to some people but to me you are absolutely gorgeous and perfect, you can't just always listen to other people's crap, you need to create your own world in you, a world where you will love yourself, cuz no one is perfect but to me you are perfect baby, your a masterpiece"

"Babe" I barely spoke and I hugged him, butterflies flying around my stomach, I felt so loved,

"I really can't describe how much I love you sappy nappy" I said,

"You don't have to tell me, you just have to show me, if you didn't love me, you wouldn't be crying like crazy in my arms" he chuckled,

I smiled and smacked him softly on his chest,

"I will show you, I will show you how much you mean to me, I will show you how much I fucking love you nick, I love you so much" I said as I looked into his eyes that holds a million stars,

"I love you more then the whole universe"

"I love you more bigger then the whole universe"

"I love you more more more bigger then the whole universe"

"Are we really starting this baby girl"

"Maybe"

He picked me and and placed me down on our bed,

"You missy is gonna stop reading hate comments, no we are gonna roast those haters, like a toaster"

"WHAT"

I started laughing like a psycho, it wasn't even funny but I found it hilarious for some dam reason,

"Hey don't make fun of me" he pouted,

I stopped laughing and kissed him on his lips, he kissed back and placed his arms around my waist, we broke the kiss to take a breather,

"Your cute when you laugh" he said looking at me,

"Hehe" I smiled and hugged him,

"Thank you for everything"
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