Chapter Eleven

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Months Later...

Everything was good between Kash and I. Yeah we argue and fuss and fight but what couple doesn't. I was in love with him and he was in love with me. Well at least that's what I thought.

Kash and I got into another heated argument. Its like our arguments are getting worse and worse. He hasn't answered my calls all weekend and I don't know what to do. I was crying all the time, drinking heavily, yeah I acted like everything was alright but inside I was going into a deep depression. I was having a conversation with Minnie...

Me: I don't know its just like he's changed so much. I feel like I don't even know him anymore and its like I can't leave even if I tried. I'm so attached

Minnie: I know but sometimes you gotta do what's right for you baby girl. I understand that its gonna be difficult but its something you have to do.

Me: I know but its not gonna be easy Minnie. Its like to the point where I feel like I need him.

Minnie: Then just talk to him. Tell him how you feel. Tell him the difference between then and now. Tell him everything

I just sat there and thought about everything she was saying. Yeah she was right but it's not that easy. Lord knows its not that easy.

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