FanBoy

Chapter 30

Justin Bieber
"Babe seriously get dressed my parents coming any minute"Hailey said as I sat miserable on the couch I haven't moved this spot since I came home "And god you reek of beer and take a bath"she yelled "Shut the hell up gosh" I said throwing a beer bottle her way "what the hell"she yelled "Look you not gonna get changed at least go upstairs and lay down"she said "shut the hell up why did I even marry you" I yelled she looked upset but walked away I went upstairs I sighed I miss Selena I laid in bed feeling sorry for myself a pathetic loser how can I let her leave like that it's been 7 months three weeks two days and 11 seconds since I last saw Selena she haven't been in the news lately maybe taking time off but I need to see her I went to my ice box that I had in my closet and got my 5th beer it became a habit again I can't stop drinking "Justin stop drinking your self to death" I heard I seen scooter there I looked at him then continued my bottle "drew" he said coming to me taking the beer "I known you since you was 13 where's that good guy I know" he said I grew pissed and kicked him out my room I grabbed my phone and called Mandy "Hello"she answered "Mrs.Teefeey" I said "Oh hi"she said "have you seen Selena" I asked "Um I'm not sure if I should tell you"she said "Why she's pregnant with my kid I have to know how the baby is"I yelled "Please lower your voice"she said "how is she and the baby" I asked calmer "I wasn't supposed to say"she started "Justin Selena was pregnant with twins and lost one of the babies her emotions where all over her blood pressure was high the lupus made her flare up and she had a miscarriage she was also diagnosed with bipolar depression she's at home but she's having a hard time coping with the lost of the baby and with her lupus acting up she signed her self in rehab to cope with the lost and everything that's happening she just got out two days ago " she said "I sent Jelena" I started "She's here safe at my house"she said "If you want her I'll tell Brian to bring her" she said "It's fine I'm not doing too good myself at the moment" I said "Okey I'll make sure she's care for"she said then we hung up I sighed again soon realization hit one of my babes died I heard the door bell I sighed and turned over in bed I felt tears in my eyes "Justin are you in here" I heard I ran to the restroom I locked the door "Justin stop being a big wuss" I heard I came out the restroom to see scooter and hailey "What did you just say"I said "I said stop being a wuss"hailey said "I just found out my baby died so show some damn respect" I said "What baby"scooter asked "Selena was pregnant with twins" I said "So you was gonna be a dad of two kids"he said I nodded I started to cry "This all my fault" I said "No it's not I remember when we had a miscarriage" he said "Yeal was pregnant with a healthy baby girl but one day they couldn't find a heart beat" he said "Yea it's scary" I said I got up and got dressed then I left I went to Selena house I knocked on the door a women came out "Hello" I said "Is Selena Gomez here" I asked "She's sleeping"she said I nodded but ignored her anyway I went in the door going to Selena room "Selena" I yealled I went to her room she was laying there eyes puffy red lips dry hair everywhere she sat up I went to the bed "I'm sorry" I said "If I stayed with you in the beginning then you wouldn't have got stressed and had a miscarriage" I said "Justin"she said "What"I said she grabbed my hand and put it on her stomach "They where twins one died"she said "your mom told me" I said she nodded "she wasn't wasn't getting enough oxygen" she said "plus my lupus and stress I couldn't control anything" she said "I really did love you" she said "and I still do love you" I said "Justin" she said she got up "I left so you can be happy" she said "I'm not Happy Selena" I said "Justin I need you to lose me to love me"she said then went to the restroom "I'm not going anywhere" I said "Yes you are"Selena said "No I'm not" I said "Justin just go home"she said "No"I said she came out the restroom looking beautiful as ever "Justin" she said I looked at her "can you do me a favor" she asked "what's that" I said she came up to me "Have you been drinking" she asked "No" I said her eyebrows raised "Okay fine I had like three" I said "Justin" she said "I know Selena" I said "I have to make that call" she said going to her phone but I snatched it "No" I said "you're the reason I'm drinking" I said "what" she said "I apologized I gave you flowers I said I still loved you but you left me" I said "Because I needed you to lose me to love me so I can love myself if you love me let me go"she said but as she stopped talking she fell I ran and caught her "Selena baby" I said I then seen blood I raised her dress she was bleeding I looked she was passed out I called 911 after they took her to the hospital I waited in the waiting room after some hours they came "She had a c section and the baby 5 months premature baby boy"he said "if you didn't call for help her and the baby could've died"he said "can I see her" I said "are you the father"he asked "Yes"I said "she's in room 409"he said then walked away I went to see Selena sleep I sat down I held her hand I started crying "I'm sorry I keep putting stress on you I really still love you Selena" I said "I'm gonna divorce her we can start a life together me and you and our kids" I said i held her hand "if you agree squeeze me hand" I said she moved her hand and opened her eyes "where am I" she asked "You gave birth to our son" I said she then touched her stomach "oh" she said "I love you" I said she didn't say anything she got up "ow" she said "Lay down Selena you had a c section" I said "Please stop getting me pregnant" she said "go home" she said "No" I said "Okay fine" she said she turned the other way and went back to sleep