FanBoy

Chapter 23

Selena Gomez
I was shopping with my daughter when I walked past a tv company I seen on the tv TMZ was playing I seen something on the tv that caught my eye "Look what I have for baby Jelena" I heard I seen Cortney I smiled at her "Thanks these are wonderful"I said she looked at the screen "Let it go sel the bastard isn't worth the tears" she said after we left from shopping I put Jelena down for a nap after I changed her and fed her I went to my room and cried I pushed him away and he replaced us I went to my bathroom I looked at the mirror "You are beautiful"I said I took my tracks out and combed my hair my phone rung I seen pattie calling "How are you"she said "I'm fine" I said "I'm sorry"she said "For what" I said "Okay"she said "How Jelena"she asked "Shes fine do you think I can change her name" I asked "Why it's unique it's you and Justin names combined"she said "now You see why" I said "Changing that baby name isn't gonna make the pain go away sel"she said "Forgive him" she said I sighed "Yea you right but I can't he cheated on me when i could've died" I said "Sel let it go" She said "Fine" I said hanging up I went to Jelena room she was sleeping peacefully my phone rung "Hello" I said "I'll be in California next week can i take Jelena to a picnic with me and Hailey"He asked "I'll think about it" I said about to cry "Uh Okey just know she's my child too"he said then hung up I called pattie back "Hello"She said "Next week can you pick up Jelena" I said "Sure why"she asked "Justin wants to take her to the park" I said "sure I understand"she said "Just text him I said yea" I said "Okey"she said we hung up I walked out but Jelena started crying I picked her up and went to my room with her bag and bottle after I got her quiet she was looking around in my arms "You the best thing to happen to me" I said to her she was making baby noises I fell asleep but I was half sleep she kept swing her arms hitting me in the process I smiled I kissed her hand "My baby" I said I got up I took her downstairs with me I put her in rocking chair I got some ice cream and sat on the couch I turned the tv on and turned in a baby channel for her I went to get the whip cream my door bell rung I went to answer it "Selena Gomez"the guy said "Yup that's me" I said "sign here"he said I did he went and brung me all kinds of flowers that were yellow from the truck "Thanks" I said "oh here a letter"he said then walked away I opened it "Someone once told me if I done something bad I should send flowers in a token of forgiveness I know now I was wrong and I'm sorry for how i treated you am I forgiven" the note said but no name  then I seen another note "your 26 on the July 22 here are 26 things I love and think of you"I read I picked up a rose it had a note "I love how you never gave up on us" I read after reading the 25 notes it was a last one "Thank you for helping me find my voice and remembering who I am I'm the great guy with a wonderful voice thank you for reuniting me with scooter and getting me where I am today"I read that last part I was pissed off "thanks For getting him Where he at today" what the hell I ran upstairs quickly to get my phone and chocolate out my fridge I went back downstairs I sat down Jelena watched me "Your father have the fucking nerves" I ayelled i went to the kitchen getting my scissors I cut every flower and note I put it in a pile I took a picture of it "This is what I feel about you and think and love about you" I typed "and have the nerves to say I got you where you at today" I typed I send it i seen three bubbles then a question mark I realized it was Hailey I put my phone down and ate my ice cream I seen Jelena sleep I opened my candy dipping it in the ice cream after eating I turned the tv soon my phone ring "What the hell wrong with you"Justin asked "What's wrong me what's wrong with you" I said "I spent almost seven hundred on the damn flowers"he said "I put my hard thoughts and feeling in it"he said "and now Hailey yelling at me"he said "Who the hell cares if she yell at you you shouldn't be sending a girl flowers when you married or engaged"I said I went to the kitchen so I Wouldn't wake Jelena "I sent them to say sorry"he said "You said in the note you love me" I said "Because you the mother of my child there will always be love"he said "You know Justin I was willing forgive you but I read the last part" I said "I got you where you at today" I said "You misread that sel you gave birth to our child making me a dad you helped me remember when I had a allergic reaction you was there to help when my parents had an affair you was There guiding me when I started drinking again you was there Selena I haven't put a drink to my lips and if it wasn't for you I wouldn't have met scooter again"he said I started crying "Yea it's wrong to say you pushed me away into her arms because you didn't I was stupid and cheated on you on Jelena and I'm sorry but please forgive me"he said I closed my eyes "I'm happy for you" I said "Thanks"he said Jelena started crying "I have to go" I said I hung up I went to her she made a stink in her diaper I smiled after changing her and her diaper I sat on the couch and fed her and rocked her my phone beeped I got a message justin sent me a video "Friends?" I said I played the video

I was playing the song "Alexa Bluetooth speaker mode" I said I put the song on speaker and listen to it I went and threw her bottle in the sink I stared dancing and singing it was a really good song "That's daddy baby" I said she smiled I picked her up and danced around "Someone in a happy mood" I heard I looked to see Theresa Courtney and Taylor snd Ashley "Alexa stop song" I said "Oh and she listening to his song"Taylor said "Everything fine now" I said "that's good but For how long"Francia asked I sat Jelena in her rocker and got her blanket off the couch and let her be on the floor I went to my friends we sat at the table and talked "What happened here"Theresa said "Long story short I had to forgive myself in order to forgive him" I said "Forgive yourself for what"Ashley said "because when I was 6 months pregnant I told him no more sex" I said "So"Taylor said "I feel like I pushed him into her arms" I said "and that's my fault" I said "Don't Blame yourself for what he did"Francia said "You had every right to be angry he left you in a coma while you just gave birth to you guys baby"Francia said "And at that he's married to her now" she said "I don't care about him being married Yea I was mad still am now I have to forgive and move on I have a 5 month old to look after she was a premature baby she needs me" I said "Yea that's the thing Selena while you was in a coma he should have been there looking after her she's a premature baby for god sake"Francia said "that part over now" I said "now I have to try Be comfortable with her around my baby just because he married her don't mean I trust her" I said they nodded I went to get her I went back to the table "You are my sweet little pumpkin pie" I said she smiled