Not So Alone (Jake Zeldin with Sebastian Olzanski fanfic)

Chapter 2: her

-Sebastian's pov-

After we were at Alice's place Jake and I went to his place, when I walked in there was a girl and a guy there making a video. It was Tyler Oakley and some other girl I have never seen before but she was absolutely breath taking. I sat down at the table and waited for Jake to get out of his room. As soon as he came out I asked why they were here he told me that their rooms were closed for cleaning, they were best friends so Jake let her stay there until they were done cleaning. They were doing an ask video so I tried my best to stay out of it. I tried talking quietly but Jake kept showing me funny pictures, in the background all you here was Tyler laughing and the girl started to laugh, it wasn't a annoying laugh it was one of those cute laughs, it made me smile just hearing it. Jake and I just hung out well they made the videos. After about 2 hours I decidided to go see how Alice was doing so I walked back to her room, I knocked a couple times but she never answered so being the snoop I was I checked to see if the door was locked. It wasn't so I walked in, I sat down and waited for her to get back. It was getting boring waiting for her so I went to her room to find the x-box, so I could game but instead of the xbox laying on the bottom of her travel bag was a rag, when I moved the rag I noticed there was a stain on it. I looked at the stain and noticed it was blood. I dropped it to the floor, I got on my knees and put the pieces together, her always wearing long sleeves, fiddling with her sleeves when she was around people, it was all making sense to me. I walked out to the living room, sat on the couch and waited for Alice to get back.

As soon as I heard the elevator button ring to let people know someone was getting off, I sat up and looked at the rag making sure she knew I knew. She walked in and I just sat there until she noticed me.

"what is this?" I asked her standing up and looking her dead in the eye.

" I don't know I've never seen that before." She told me lying, I could tell when she was lying.

"that's Bullshit Alice, what is it?" I asked her again wanting to see if she would tell me the truth.

"I told you Sebastain I've never seen that before."

"BULLSHIT" I screamed fighting back tears.

"Seb-"

" show me your arms." I told her whispering as a tear fell down my cheek.

"what?" She asked as she fiddled with her sleeves a bit more.

"show me your arms." I spoke up wiping the tear away.

"why do you wanna see my arms?" She asked trying to act clueless.

" BECAUSE I WANT TO SEE YOUR FRICKEN ARMS" I yelled knowing that I was going to start crying.

I could tell she was thinking, so I waited but then she finally started pulling her sleeve back. Just as her sleeve was half way up her fore arm there was a knock at the door, she pulled her sleeve down and opened the door. It was Jake he wanted to let us know that the vidcon supervisors wanted to have a meeting before the event started. Alice looked relieved, she fiddled with her sleeve one more time and we walked out the door. She walked a few paces behind Jake and I, when we got down stairs there was a bunch of people waiting in the lobby probably for the meeting. I found a seat to sit and think;
'What could make her that sad'
'Was she sad? Mad?'
'Fuck'
I had no idea what could make her so sad... so...? I don't even know. All I knew was I needed to be alone. To think.

"Alright vidcon members the meeting will be taking place in 5 minutes." Some random supervisors said getting off a chair.

I walked into the room where the meeting would be taking place I sat alone on a corner chair. I watched as people piled in grabbing the first chair they saw, the room was filled within minutes of the announcement. The supervisors came into the room from a door on the opposite side of the main entrance, they were talking about meeting the fans and how much time we would get before we had to move on to the next fan. I really didn't care much about it all I could think about was Alice. Just as the meeting was ending I saw the girl again the one from Jakes room. She was sitting there, I guess till the room cleared so I went and sat beside her.

"So I guess you don't like crowds?" I asked her smirking.

"Oh," she let out a laugh "no not that just was lost in thought I guess."

"Oh sorry if I interrupted." I told her getting up and walking away.

"No it's ok" she told me walking out the door with me.

We talked all the way back to her place. I guess I just got lost in getting to know her. I walked her to the door and said goodbye. As I walked off I couldn't help but let a smile creep across my face. She was absolutely gorgeous, I couldn't believe someone could be that perfect. She told me stories of her friends embarrassing moments, her embarrassing moments. She told me how she was really clumsy, I felt like I knew her for years. I felt like I could trust her with anything and everything. As soon as I got to my room I saw my sisters door and remembered everything that happened. I went to Alice's door and raised my hand to knock but I decided not to just incase she had people over, I walked back to my room and sat on the couch thinking about everything that had just happened with the girl. I didn't even know her name. I tried to stop smiling but something about her just made me so happy.