Many Hearts (The Geek and The Nerd Sequel) Hiro x Reader

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                                                        Your P.O.V

"Hiro !" I gasp. 

"Y/N, please," he cries out. He hides the blades behind him. His stomach bleeding intensly. 

"Hiro," I bend down next to him. "Oh, Hiro, why ?" I sniffle. "Give me them, now !" 

"Y/N, I'm so sorry," 

"Hiro, give them to me,"

"Y/N.." 

"Hiro, I am not kidding give them to me now !" I whisper shout. Hoping no one hears us.

"Here," he drops them very carefully in my palms. I squeeze my hand shut and dispose of the razors. 

"Why Hiro ? You aren't helping anyone ?"

"I don't know, after what happened today I wanted to get stress out," he shrugs. 

"Hiro, why don't you punch a pillow, or something ? Yell at me instead of doing this," 

"I'm not yelling at you,you didn't do anything wrong," 

"It's a hell of alot better than to cut yourself," I feel his hand interlock with mine. 

"I'm sorry," 

"Please stop," I plead. Leaning my head on his shoulder. 

"I'll try," 

"You say that all the time Hiro, when will it happen ?" 

"I-I don't know," he chokes. 

"You're going to die," 

"No I won't," 

"Hiro, stop pretending like you don't know. You know if you keep doing this to yourself you will die," he doesn't answer. "Hiro, I love you," 

"I love you too, I wish things were the way it is," 

"It's ok, come on, let me help you clean up," I pull him up off the ground grabbing a towel, dabbing at the dried blood. Soon it stops bleeding. He conceals the cuts with bandage he brought, sadly knowing he planned on doing this. Hurting himself. 

"Hiro, how long have you been doing this ?" I quiz as he flips on a shirt. 

"Uh-" 

"Hiro tell me," I say softly. 

"Since I thought you died, I have been, I didn't stop," he confesses. I close my eyes pushing the tears back. 

"Hiro," I breath. 

"I'm sorry, it's just, losing you was so hard, and I never want to go through that again," 

"But I'm here now, Hiro, I'm here," I wail. 

"I know, but I'm addicted," 

"You can't do this anymore, you'll lose to much blood," 

"I don't care, Y/N, I don't care if I don't live," he throws his arms back. 

"I do, Hiro, does that mean nothing to you ?" 

"You don't care about me in the way I want you too, you have Tadashi. Everyday I have to watch you kiss him, he's my fucking brother, you know how hard that is for me ?" 

"Hiro-" 

"No, Y/N, listen for once. Do you enjoy torturing me ? Is dating Tadashi supposed to make me more broken because if that's what you're going for it sure as hell is working," he boils. 

"Hiro, don't you see it? Tadashi is just like you ! That's why it's so easy for me to be around him because it's like being around you !! i want you Hiro, I really do, but you have so much other things to worry about," 

"I have one thing, and that's you ," he points. 

"Hiro, no, you have a damn child," I bite. 

"I don't want it !! It's a misunderstanding," 

"Hiro you said-" 

"I said that I would love it to make you happy," 

"You can't abandon it," 

"I know I can't, but I feel alone, Aqua does nothing, Y/N. All she cares about are looks and money ! I'm done with her, I'm done with everything," He sits on the edge of the tub breathing heavily. 

"I'm sorry she's not who you want to be with, Hiro, but you have to deal with what you created," 

"Now you see why I tried to many times, to die," He mumbles. 

"Hiro, please, stay strong, I promise next year will be different, just stay strong for loves sake," 

"How am I supposed to stay strong for a year if I already failed at staying strong now," 

"Hiro, look at me ," I cup his cheeks. " You can do this," I finalize with a brief kiss. 

"Thank you," 

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I was trying to delete the story but it wasn't letting me D: so here's another update