Awake

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by Ariel_Triton

by Ariel_Triton

Hiro's P.O.V

"Hey buddy wake up," Tadashi shakes me awake. For the past week I've been crying sleeping and screaming. I will never be the same guy I was before. She was my everything and now she's gone.

"I don't want to," I growl hiding my face in my pillow.

"It's her funeral," Tadashi whispers.

"I can't go," I cry.

"I know, little brother, it's hard, but do it for her," Tadashi sighs. I feel his weight at the end of my bed. I should be happy he's alive and that's he's back but I lost the most imoportant girl in my life. I thought we were going to get married and have kids the whole nine yards. But all because of me she's gone. Her body was never found obviously because it was disoriented in the space, but her parents already made arangments for everything. Body or not.

"I love her so damn much," I swear.

"I know, she was great Hiro, I wish I could've known her,"

"Ugh," I shake my head vicisously.

"Come on, Hiro, Aunt Cass is already ready we gotta go if you want to make it," Tadashi pulls me out of the bed, but my legs feel like they are a million pounds. I change quickly into all black. A color I have been wearing since she has gone. Everyday is a funeral for me. The car ride there seems to drawl out forever. I hold onto my phone calling her number. I know she won't pick up but I miss her voice. I read over our text messages but it only makes everything harder. We arrive at the funeral home. Carl and Mrs. Lane are there already greeting guests with heavy hearts. They must hate me, it's my fault she's gone. But they still hug me. Still tell me she loved me so much. I go into the building where theres a picture of her pretty face. Her angelic beautiful face. Some of them are even of us together. It hits me even harder now and I find myself in sobs again.

"Hiro, come here," my brother, aunt cass, and the gang all hug my shaking body. I'm so weak. The procession begins and many people give speeches about her. I forgot I have too as well.

"Hiro Hamada would you like to say a few words ?" Y/N's cousin asks. I nod and find a way up to the stage.

"She was everything to me. I loved her so much, all my words are going to sound tired and blended because I haven't slept in days. I miss her so much, her touch, her voice. iIt's that bad to where I cry reading over our message we sent to eachtoher. I don't know how I will survive the rest of my life because in all honesty I feel dead and broken inside. She was my light in this world, she made me smile with just her eyes, no one could ever make me laugh and cry so hard in my life, and I love her for that, everyday- I will-" I stutter biting my lip.I can already feel the tears again. She can't be gone. I need her so much.

............three months later Your P.O.V

White walls, small beeps. I'm alive. Wow. I'm alive but how?

"HI it's good to see you are finally awake,"

"Huh?"

"Y/N right, I'm sorry if that's wrong we had to track down your records from San Fransokyo. That's miles away," A doctor exclaims.

"Where am I ?"

"You're in Rome Harriusburg," (Combo of Harriusburg Pa where I'm from and Rome itatly,)

"That's over 1000 miles from San Fransokyo,"

"Yeah it is, you were found underneath the moutain route. No one knows how you got there, you've been in a coma for three months,"

"three months?"

"Yeah, three months, but you seem perfectly healthy, to me. Which is very strange but we need to keep you for a few more hourse for testing and such but if you want any food just ask, and your old clothes and belongings are in there," He points to a small cubbie that has my suit and celllphone in it.

"Thanks, can I have something to eat, just get me something please, anything I'm starving," I groan at my starving. I examine my body quickly when the doctor leaves. No marks, nothing. How did I make it out of that portal it must've spit me out here, I'm just surprised I'm alive. My family must think I'm dead or something. HIRO. No he thinks I'm gone too. I go over to the cubbie to check my phone. DEAD. Great just great. I put my suit back on and sit on the bed I was in for three months. The man comes back in with a tray of every food imaginable, I dive into it instantly.

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