Shields

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by Ariel_Triton

by Ariel_Triton

Caution: Triggering I love you guys talk to me if you have suicidal thoughts are anything thing in this matter, please I Love you guys

Hiro's P.O.V

"wait Tadashi before you go on that date," I grab his arm, making him stop near the doorway. A basket in his left hand. The right to hold Y/N's.

"What ?"

"Please, just don't hurt her, protect with all that's in you. I love her more than anything Tadashi. It'll hurt me even worse is she were to be broken, ok, she's really something different, but different in a good way,"

"I know, Hiro. I thought you would be over her by now,"

"Never Tadashi, when you know she's your true love you don't just stop loving her,"

"Alright, but she's mine now, so put your guards down a bit, don't you trust me?"

"Of course I do Tadashi, it's just she's really fragile," I leave out the part where she used to harm herself. I don't think she would want me to tell him that.

"Gotcha, thanks for the heads up bro," I see Y/N's silouhette outside the door, welcoming herself in.

"Hey guys,"

"Hi sweetheart," Tadashi coo's slyly.

"H-Hi Y/N," I shake my head to get out all the words.

"HI, Hiro," her eyes fall to the floor.

"Let's get going before it gets too dark," Tadashi rushes Y/N out the door swiftly put not before I see him kiss her. I hiss at the sight and close my eyes. Unbearable. I saunter back up the steps into my bedroom. Y/N's ring on my dresser. Maybe she did move on already. I didn't and never will. I'll take her back in a heart beat. But she won't ever want me back not after being with Tadashi. That's all she ever wanted right. He's smarter than me, stronger, just better. I sit on my bed twisting the ring in my fingers than holding it up to the light. Something catches my eye. A small piece of paper inside the ring. I quickly run to desk and gently remove the stone and take out the note. I slip the stone back in before reading it.

Hiro, don't let go, no matter how hard it hurts, no matter how hard you want to, something will be worth it in the end,

I laugh childishly, bullshit, she's not coming back no matter how hard I try to get her back. Razors. Razors are my only call now. Sharp, shiny, sheilds to the world. I rush into the bathroom taking arpart the shaver. Five razors I have now, two are which dull but the other three are fine. I begin on my stomach and get carried away moving to my arms, wrists hands.-----------------------------------------

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