Screaming,
Crying,
What's happening? It shouldn't be like this.
I can still hear my Mom's voice telling me that this will be one of the happiest day of my life.
But why?
Why are they running in fear?
Why are they screaming?
Why are they crying?
I am frightened,
not because of the mess that happened here,
my wounds are not also the reason of it,
even the screams and cries has nothing to do with my fear,
I don't know why, I can't feel anything other than fear.
I am hurt, I can see wounds all over my body but why?
This fear has nothing to do with it.
I scanned the whole area and suddenly I froze, tears began flowing from my eyes,
I saw the reason of my fear, I walked slowly. I am crying but why can't I feel anything? Just fear.
I kneel in front of it. I can't stop my tears. I can't talk. I want to feel it. The reason why my tears are falling, but the only emotion in me is my fear.
I uttered slowly in front of her dead body "Mom? What happened?"
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