Goodbye Hurt

chapter 1

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His eyes snapped open
His body was shaking and he was covered in cold sweat
He take a deep breath a few times to calm down

"Another nightmare" he mumbled
And looked beside his bed and sighed

He looked up to the ceiling remembering her voice, her laugh, their conversation before he stand up
And walked to their share room

The room was gloomy

He smiled as he remembered their moments in the room
It was the happiest time for him
Now he could only look at her untouched stuff

He saw her favourite radio that he gave her on her nineteen birthday

He took radio and played it
His lips trembled and his eyes burned as he tried to keep his tears at bay
But he couldn't hold as his emotion and burst in tear

He cried for almost an hour before he composed himself
He put a smile on his face and prepare himself to go to work

He hated his job but he remembered how hard and for who he got this job for

It was never easy but for her he would swallow all the bitterness of
being an ceo of a big company, he never wanted to be an ceo in the first place but for her he would but now
He wished someone would just kill him and stop his misery but,

He remembered her last word to him

Flashback

"Love stay with me please hold on, we're almost there please oh god"
His eyes was red and puffy

She held his cheek and wiped his tears
She was having a hard time to speak
"T-taehyung stop crying and listen to me"
She held his hand
"p-promise m-me that no matter how hard l-life treat you just keep on hol-lding on never let go and move for-rward"
She smiled weakly as her grip on his hand is loosening

"No no no no no wake up please WAKE UP"

End of flashback

He was sitting silently on the back seat
Staring mindlessly at the scenery of the road

The driver was close to him they would always have a conversation but ever since the loss of his lover
He shut everyone and built a wall around him

When he got out of his car
"Good morning sir"
Everyone bowed at him but he didn't even care

When he arrived at his office
He saw someone already sitting on his chair

"Good morning" jungkook greeted him while sipping his tea

"Not a good morning should I say"
Taehyung said with a hint of sarcasm

"Another nightmare?"

"Yeah, but what are you doing here?"
Taehyung raised his eyebrow looking for an answer

Jungkook scratched his head,
he looked hesitant to answer but answer it anyway
"Hyung sent me here to check on your condition"

Taehyung had a blank expression and only nods his head as he walked to his office couch and sit

There were an awkward silent between them

"So hyung I'll be going now, see you"
Jungkook quickly exit taehyung's office while waving

Taehyung just sit there silently waving at jungkook

He unlocked his phone and looked at his phone wallpaper it was a picture of him and her
The picture remind him how they first met

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