Ebony

1. T H E N

All I know since yesterday
Is everything has changed

-PAST-

" Mia. Mia. I got you a little something. Let me in."

Snow kept falling achingly beautifully outside her house in Atlanta. Outside her window was Ashton Cooper, her crush. Ashton started talking to her as a dare from what she knew but as they talked more,he admitted he has fallen for her. Stealing a look from the peepinghole as she usually does, Mia opens the door for Ashton. He was her first crush and ofcourse her first love as well. That was something Mia kept a secret ofcourse. She believes in true love and when the day comes she will declare her love for Ashton. With the looks of a Roman god, Ashton was the kind of man men hated and girls swooned over. Never did she think he would fall for her, a shy chubby girl and maybe a 7 in the looks department. But here he was and thats all that mattered for Mia.

" Why take so long love? Thinking of me again? You know that cant be good for your health." Ashton barges in and speaks with that cocky voice of his. In his hands was a bunch of roses and a small box.

" You dont have to do this Ash." Mia said softly. " The roses, they are beautiful. Thank you." Mia smiles broadly.

"Thankyou accepted. Now I need something in return." Ashtons voice turns low suddenly.

" Wha-what do you mean?"

" You know what I mean."

Seconds later Mia finds herself in between his arms. That cologne was enough to drive her crazy. She could feel his arms near the low of her back and suddenly their eyes meet.

"Why dont we go to your room?" Ashton grabs her hands and walks into her room.

" Sto- stop. I...". Mia was embarassed. It was her first time being this close to Ash and it made her think thoughts she never would have.

" I what?" That smirk. Mia felt it in her bones.

She found herself on her bed. Ashton still staring at her eyes kissed her hard. Struggling to catch her breath Mia moves away. Ashton roughly grabs her arms and kisses her again.

" Babe just let go. Slowly. Breathe." Ashton whispers near her ears. He lays her on the bed and slowly lifts her dress. Tears fill Mia's eyes."Ah, n-no I...". Comes out her voice. Paying no heed, Ashton enters her. Rythmically. Groping one breast and putting one hand over her head while kissing her hard, Ashton suddenly moves faster and Mia lets out a low scream. "Ah, just the way I like it . Scream for me baby." A release comes and Mia found herself staring into Ashtons eyes. "Ash." Mia tries to speak breathlessly. "Mia. You are beautiful."

Tears fill Mia's eyes. It was a very precious moment for her. Yet why did it feel like something went wrong? Why did she feel like he didnt listen to her? After all, it was her first time and yet Ashton was fully dressed. No tenderness at all. Maybe its the way he shows his love, Mia thought.

Being herself, she brushed it off and smiles. "Ash, what is in that gift box?".
Ite been an year already and Ashton hasnt still put a label on the relationship.
" Its for you love, a small gift to celebrate the end of this year and ofcourse, our love."

"Thats so sweet. Cant believe its been an year already.Maybe its time something changed. Ash what ..."
Ashton suddenly pushes her on the bed and kisses her hard. She whimpers and out comes a moan. Ashton grinds on her and she moans more. Again, he suddenly thrusts in her and this time, she feels intense desire in her. "Ash, fuck me harder" Mia shouts. She suddenly feels embarassed. Shes never said swear words infront of him before. "Already on it" Ashton suddenly thrusts so hard and fast rythmically she feels shes gonna break inside. Loud moans fill the air and he finishes inside her. Mia closes her eyes and relishes the moment.

"Not yet. Suck ." Ashtons voice sounded like a command and she felt her head being being pulled using her hair and suddenly found her shocked open mouth pressed onto his member. And it was huge. Mia felt like choking. Ashton kept her in position by keeping his hand on her head. 'Im there baby ah . Dont stop. Keep doing that . Ah baby" Ashtons voice came in whimpers. Soon, she feels a load in her mouth and Mia looks up at Ashton, her eyes wide. "Swallow it." His voice orders and Mia does exactly what he says.
"Thats my girl" Ashton pats Mia on her head and just lies on the bed with his feet still on the floor.

Too embarassed for words and her heart beating so fast, Mia never got to complete her question.

"Ash what.. are we?"

Suddenly a ringtone blares , breaking the awkward silence. No after hugs or sweet words of ' I love you' were exchanged. Ashton suddenly answers the call. "It's done all's good haha ." Ashton looks to Mia. "Babe I gotta go."

A million thoughts filled Mia's mind.That was a huge step for her. She had never let anyone do that with her. After all, she was waiting for marriage for sex. In her mind, it was precious. Only for people she truly loved. Afterall, people used to say a bond will be formed after it is done. All she feels is the euphoria now. Bliss. That feeling when they were together as one. So high. She felt ecstatic. Pure bliss.

Breathing heavily due to what happened a while back, Mia spoke fast before he was going to leave. He had already stood up and was putting the zipper back up.
"Ash wait. We need to talk. Just now. About what happened...."

" Its a usual thing couples do when feelings happen. You are kinda thick you know?"

"What do you mean Ash? Tha-that was my first time.It means something to me." Mia's voice grew desperate.

" This is why I dont go for the clingy types."

" Wha-what " Words stopped in her mouth and a lump formed in her throat. Tears started to form in her eyes.

"The box, whats in .. whats in it?" Gathering her courage, she asks.

"Its for someone. What are you thinking? You just let me do you, you horny whore. So cheap."

" I- I've ne-never let any..."

" Oh shut up. That stutter is annoying. Cant believe I kept this up for this long. Did you think that I'd fall for you? Stop being delusional. Stupid bitch, so naïve. Love doesnt exist. If you were maybe better at fucking I'd think this over. But no, you lie there like a limp stick. Oh wait, you are a bit too fat to call a stick. We could do this occasionally later? It may help you loose the extra weight?" His chuckle sounded like arrows to Mia now. Arrows that were stabbing deep in to her. "Also babe, you look good on camera sweety."

" If you really wanna know, the small box with the ring in it is for Samantha.This was all a dare."

Mia never thought words could sting this much. Mere words. If only she had realized the meaning of, "Its for you love, a small gift to celebrate the end of this year and ofcourse, our love."

The end of our love. The words made perfect sense to her then.

Mia started weeping and begging.
"Ash I-I love you. Please dont do this to me. I'll do anything . Dont go. Who- who is Samantha." It was her first time afterall. Pure words that had meaning flowed out of her mouth. It was something she had no control over. Love does that to people. Mia fell to the floor near his feet.

"Stop this. Its getting late. I have places to be at."

Swallowing back the bitter tears that threatened to escape Mia promised herself something. She will bend. But she wont break. After all, a crushed flower still gives fragrance to the hand that crushes it right? Some fragrances are too pure and maybe its time poison ivy flowers grew.