Addiction | | Mattia Polibio

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I was put into rehab for the summer, the school found my drugs on me when I was passed out in English class. They searched my bags to find everything I had, they told my mom who acted like she'd care, she agreed on taking me to rehab and I was put into that for 2 months, once I got out my mom was suppose to pick me up but she didn't, she never does. So I put my backpack on and started walking, had no money to buy myself food, no money to buy myself some new clothes since I only have very little, so I went to the only person I knew who'd help me, vallyk, he sells me my drugs, he helps me out. Him and his brother are the only ones who care for me

I only had a dollar in change so I used that for the bus. I hoped on and as I was about to give my money the bus driver he said something

"it's fine y/n, just sit down"

Y/n-that's Rico

I've known Rico for a while now, I pass out on his bus a lot, just to sleep, it's more quite on his bus then it is anywhere else,especially my house

After a couple bus stops later I made it to vallyk's place, well technically not his house but his brothers business, either that or he barely goes to school, don't know, can't really remember, he deals drugs with his older brother Derek and they run a liquor store which they also sell drugs in another room. But only certain people know that

I walked down the block to the liquor store and seen Derek sitting down smoking a blunt

Y/n-damn, and your not gonna share?

he looked over at me

Derek-hey! how long you been out of rehab?
he said hugging me

Y/n-just got out, where's vallyk?

Derek-he's at the cash register watching the store while I smoke this, why?

Y/n-pretty sure you know why

Derek-wasn't being put in rehab suppose to help you?

Y/n-yea, but that wasn't my choice to be put in rehab

Derek-alright, well just don't get ahold of yourself and try to overdose again. you don't know how scared Vallyk was when he found out, and so was I

He said looking at me with soft eyes

Y/n-yea I know

I said walking inside the store

Y/n-wassup

I said smiling. As soon as vallyk seen me he jumped over the counter and hugged me

Vallyk-how long you been out?!

Y/n-just got out, my mom was suppose to pick me up but you know

he looked at me with sad eyes and nodded

Vallyk-Yea, so how was rehab?

Y/n-boring, I need some

Vallyk-y/n, you almost died

Y/n-that was heroine, a big mistake. I know I shouldn't have done it but I did. And I'm fine, I'm not dead yet

Vallyk-but it was my fault

Y/n-no it wasn't, you didn't give it to me.you don't even sell it, but I need something, I can't go home with nothing you know I can't

it took him a minute to think but he nodded and we headed to the back, he gave me some molly and oxy and we walked back to the front

Y/n-before I go I got a question

Derek-what is it?

Y/n-y'all still go to school? I can't remember

Vallyk-Yea, we miss a few days but yes

I nodded and walked to the door

Derek-wait
I turned around looking at them

Derek-get some snacks and drinks

Y/n-I don't have any money and I owe you for these
I said mentioning the drugs

Derek-you can pay the first day of school for the that but the snacks is on us, just grab some chips candy drinks fucking anything and put it in your bag, just eat

Y/n-I'm fine, I got food at home

Vallyk grabbed my bag opened it and put snacks a couple water bottles, noodles and a can of beer

Y/n-beer?

Vallyk-you know your wanted it
He said handing me my bag

Y/n-thank you. See you guys later

I said walking out the store and getting on a bus, I was pretty far from home, and I wanted to sleep, wanted to feel myself be calm, I wanted to hear nothing before I hear yelling. So I shut my eyes and fell to sleep

Rico-kid wake up
he said tapping my shoulder

Y/n-what happened?

Rico-you fell asleep for 2 hours, brought you home before my shift ends

I looked out the window seeing my busted up home

Y/n-oh, thanks

I said getting up and off the bus, I hopped over the gate since it was all rusty and hard to open since no one rarely leaves the house, I opened the door and seen my dad on the couch past out, I walked upstairs and poked my head into my moms room that had so many clothes on the floor

Y/n-mom I'm back
I whispered

She woke up and sat up

mom-hey, come here
She said opening her arms and I sat down beside her laying my head on her chest

Y/n-you didn't pick me up

mom-I know, I'm sorry, how do you feel

Y/n-I don't feel anything, just empty

mom-sorry I didn't pick you up. I was busy
she mumbled

Y/n-it's okay mom
I whispered
I laid on her chest for a couple minutes till she fell back to sleep, I got up and covered her then walked to my room, throwing my bag on my bed and taking my shoes that were coming apart off, took my sweater off and threw myself on my bed, I checked the time on my phone and it was only 8pm, I got on Instagram and seen there was a party going on later on tonight, so I got back up put my shoes and sweater back on and grabbed my phone along with the molly I got from vallyk and Derek, I didn't want to walk downstairs and see my dad so I opened my window got on my roof and jumped off