𝐍𝐎 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 | Hwang Hyunjin

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"No, Hyunjin, I won't let you go", I whispered.

There was more confidence in my voice now.
Way more confidence.

We just stayed like that for a few moments.
Nobody moved.

But then Hyunjin grabbed my wrists and turned around to face me.

He didn't let go of them, he still hold them. And he looked me deep in the eyes.

I saw the mixed feelings in his eyes.
I saw the anger, the sadness, the hopelessness, the disappointment and the confusion. 

"Tell me, how am I supposed to trust you? After you dropped me?", he asked again.
It was the same question then earlier.

And I mean, I understand him.

I totally understand him.

But I was hurt too.
I didn't just wanted him to leave.

"I- I don't know", I responded.

"You don't Even know yourself, then how am I supposed to know? You can't except something like this from me."

Wait.

"Wait."

There was a way I could show him. 

It was a little bit risky.

But I don't give a fuck anyways, so why not.

I laid my hands at Hyunjin's jaw and I kissed him.

I just kissed him.

I just did it.

He didn't saw that coming.

That was the least thing that he expected me to do.

And I didn't expected me to do it either.

But the only possibility I have now is taking risks.

After a few moments, I also realized how dumb this was.

I pulled away and looked to the ground.

"I am so sorry, I- I wasn't really thinking about what I was doing-"

But Hyunjin cut me off. He lifted up my chin so that I looked back at him and kissed me to shut me up.

Okay, now I didn't saw that coming.

He kissed me.

Just like that.

But then I realized that I was staring like a fish.

I closed my eyes and started kissing him back.

And let me tell you, this was the best moment in my life.

It just felt so unreal.

But it was real.

I was standing here, kissing fucking Hwang Hyunjin.

Never thought I would ever do that.

But it just felt so good.

After a few moments, we both pulled away, even tho I wished this kiss would never end.

"Hyun, I am really sorry and I want nothing more now than you forgive me."

"Yes, I forgive you. I am sorry, I should've trusted you earlier. I still like you, and this compensate all the pain. No, even more than that."

"I wanted to tell you earlier, but-"

"It's okay, I understand that. I put too much pressure on you, I only thought about myself and not about you."

Just like that, all the reasons for us to hate each other disappeared.

We both realized how childish it was, how dumb all of our fights were.

I gave him a little smile.

"(Y/n), do you want to be my girlfriend?", Hyunjin asked.

"Yes, I would love to!", I immediately answered, without any second thoughts or regrets. Because it  is the only right answer.

Hyunjin kissed me again.

I chuckled a little bit.

~

Hyunjin and I walked home hand in hand.
We both were smiling like idiots, but We were just happy.

"Hyunnie?", I asked.

"Yes, Babe?"

He didn't call me like that for - for exactly one week. But it felt like an eternity.

And I can not lie, I missed that.

"Can you please not tell everyone? I don't want the whole school to know."

"But everyone should know your mine", he joked.

I chuckled. 

"I don't know if I'm comfortable with this", I answered.

"No, it's okay, I can understand you, if you're not comfortable with that. But we have summer break anyways. We don't have to see anyone from school.
But can I tell the boys? I'm sure you will tell the girls too, so."

I nodded and smiled.

We arrived at my house.

We stopped. I didn't wanted him to go.

I sighed and gave him a fast peck on the cheek. He looked surprised.

Aw.

I smiled at his cute face.

Then I let go of his hand.

"Bye", I waved at him.

"See you tomorrow", he waved back.

"Tomorrow?"

"I want to see you everyday", he said with a smirk.

"Ew, stop being so cheesy, that's disgusting", I laughed and went into the house.

I still stood at the door after I closed, I couldnt move.

I just needed some time to realize what just happened.

I confessed.

And I'm together with Hyunjin now.
And we kissed.

We. Fucking. Kissed!

I did a jumped out of joy.

But I already miss him.

Oh my god I am so cheesy.

I opened the door again.

Hyunjin didn't go that far away, I could still see him.

"Hyun?", I asked.

Be turned around and noticed that I was outside again.

"Wanna come over?", I asked.

He smirked and walked back towards me.

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(A/n)

Omg

That's it

Okay that's the official end my friends

I like this ending way better hehe

And I will drop maybe 1 or two extras

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