Chapter 3

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(Ok I'm writing this at 12:35 and everyone is asleep, but guess what your bro didn't take them sleeping pills because they ran out and can't sleep yayyyyy)
Todoroki's pov
Midoriyas laugh is so cute I can listen to it all day, I've had a crush on midoriya for a long time but feel like he's straight because when he's with uraraka he always blushes and acts awkward around her. I still feel bad for him because of his depression, it must be hard "why don't you ask someone for help" "well I told you" well he is right. "I'll help you with all your problems ok midoriya" "ok" I heard him mumble something after he said 'ok' but I didn't question him "you look hungry, let's go to the kitchen" "ok todoroki"

We walk in the kitchen and I don't see any ingredients for katsudon (I hope I spelled that right) "I'm going to go to the grocery store, wanna come?" (oml I almost put 'cum' I'm stead of 'come' 😂) "ok" he looked a little less sad, I can see that him pouring his emotions out help and made him feel better

We walk around the store and I told midoriya "you go get any snack you want, I'll buy ok" "I'll buy my stuff, you really don't have to" he's cute when he does that, he's to nice. Mah heart 😩💕🔫 "it's ok because I have this" "I-is that endeavor's credit car-rd" "yup" " won't he get mad" "yup, but anything for my friend" "thanks toki" "toki?" "I-I um uhhhhh it's a nickname-" he blushed and was really flustered "I like it" "oh ok" he's cute when he blushing. We separate and after 15 minutes we meet up at the cash register "sorry if I'm making you waste to much money" "nah it's ok, you sure you want 3 boxes of pocky, 4 aloe Vera drinks, 1 strawberry milk, 5 chocolate bars,-" "yes and yes, Ik I'm fat but the temptation is to much ok TwT" we, or should I say, I payed

We went back to the dorms and I told midoriya to put his snacks away and that I'll call him wen I'm done

Midoriya's pov
"I'll help you with your problem ok midoriya" "ok sure" i mumbled that last part because I didn't want him to think that I didn't want his help but, I bet he'll do barely anything with my problems. I went to my room to put my snacks away and to wait for the food. I didn't want to tell him anything but I can't eat because of my anorexia, I guess he forgot that part. I only got snacks because ochako needed them, because well she's to broke to buy them "she's my bf......my broke friend heh" I said that to myself. I only buy her stuff so I can at least get a real friend, I dont want someone who says there my friend but in reality, they hate me. I'm going to feel bad for todoroki because knowing me I'll probably throw up all the food he made me, he probably spent a lot of money to buy the ingredients and for what, me to throw it up?

Izuku's journal
Today was awkward, first, I told my crush all my mental health issues and that I cut, second, I got A LOT of food and probably made him spend a lot of money third, I'll probably throw up the food HE gave me. I wish I was normal, I wish I can eat,sleep,and work properly. I'll try to draw with my music playing so I can calm down

I heard that the pro hero hawks favorite food was chicken so I thought to draw him like this 'i dunno I thought it would be funny ok'

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I heard that the pro hero hawks favorite food was chicken so I thought to draw him like this 'i dunno I thought it would be funny ok'. (yes deku wrote that like if someone was going to read his journal or if he was talking to himself)
I was listening to 'hero too' by the parents of jiro and I also listened to 'I disagree' by poppy
Oop my crush just told me that my food was done. Bye for now journal.

Midoriya's pov
"Midoriya the food is done" he said as he walks in my room "ok" he made my favorite, katsudon "thank you todoroki" "your welcome" I ate the food very slowly. Ok so I finished eating but I don't feel like throwing up. I look at my food staring at the rice "umm midoriya?" "Hmm? Ohh umm sorry" he had a shocked expression "omg I'm so sorry" "wat?" "I should of made you something smaller, since you don't eat to much" "no it's ok"

(Sorry if I spell something wrong and sorry for taking a LONG time but I honestly don't know what to do 😅 if y'all have any suggestions please tell me
Have a happy and healthy day my lil cats)

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