𝐍𝐎 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 | Hwang Hyunjin

*56*

Everyone was happy.

We just enjoyed our life.

We enjoyed being young.

Ugh.

Why did this had to end?

I wanted to stay there forever and never get home.

It makes me sad to think about that.

I closed my eyes.

And I saw the pictures, the memories.

Everyone together.
At the beach.
Laughing and having fun.

A little smile creeped over my face when I thought about it about these times.

It felt like ages ago, even tho it was only two months.

And it makes me sad that it will never be like this again.

Hyunjin hates me and the boys probably hate me too.
I don't know what Hyunjin told them, but they didn't talked to me once today.

The bus hold at the bus stop.

It was my bus, so I went in when the doors opened.
I sat down on a free place.
I leaned my head against the window and closed my eyes again.

I still had to think about Hyunjin and Hani. What are they doing right now?

Maybe he don't hate her anymore.

I mean he hold her hand. And you don't hold a persons hand when you don't like her, right?

But what if Hyunjin really tries to make me jealous?

I mean, I would do it like this.

It is actually really smart.

Hani is the person I hate the most and he knows that.
He can take advantage of it.

And maybe Hani wouldn't be that mean anymore.
I mean she can be a really nice and sweet person, I know that.

Wait.

I opened my eyes again.

That was exactly the problem.

I don't know what he will do with Hani.

And she likes him, so she will be all nice to him. But what if the same thing happens to him when he's too long in it? What if she breaks his heart when he starts getting boring?

What if he then really starts liking her?

I mean even I fell for her acting, so he could too.

I can't let them alone.

I don't want Hyunjin to do something he's gonna regret.

I stood up and ran to the bus driver.

"Excuse me Sir, I really need to get out. Is it possible that you could stop the bus?", I asked with big eyes.

He nodded and pulled over.

"Thank you, thank you so much", I said hectically and smiled when I was going out.

I went back towards the school.

It wasn't that far away, we didn't went far, but I still walked as fast as I could.

The way seemed to be endless.

I didn't wanted to loose just a second.

When I arrived at the school, I even started running.
I ran to the classroom that I felt just some time ago.

The classroom were Hyunjin and Hani hopefully still are.
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(A/n)

I am still struggling with writing this.

I want to keep this style with all the thoughts yk

And it's really hard right now

And I hope everyone understands everything

Yesterday the weather was really good and I went to the lake with my squad

So that's why I didn't update yesterday I am so sorryyyy

And I changed the cover again

But I just didn't liked it

And I change my opinion really fast

So maybe next week It's a different one again

Also the Song today

I discovered this artist a few days ago

Saay, u may know her

But if not, check her out, she's really underrated and has some great songs ^^

I usually rather listen to rap but her songs are so beautiful

I'm really into this Krap and Kr&b music since a few weeks

Ic u can recommend me something I would be very happy <3

Okay I should stfu now

Byeeee~