• Goodbye & Good Riddance • BeomKai ✔️

- EMPTY -

• HUENING KAI POV •

I walked with my head down. I was late to my second class already. I accidentally bumped into someone. "Who are you? Huh!? What do you think you're doing?!" I slightly looked the figure up & down. "I- I am s- orry Yoon- YoonGi." He pulled my hair to make me look up at him. "You think a sorry is going to do anything pretty boy?" He slammed me against the lockers. "I asked you a fucking qu-"

"YoonGi! Leave him alone!" He let go of me as I dropped to the floor. "Why should I BeomGyu?" BeomGyu pinched the bridge of his nose. "YoonGi just leave the boy alone." "Fine! You're lucky pretty boy." He told me as he walked away. BeomGyu ran over to me & hugged me. I started to cry. "Hey, hey, hey. Baby. I'm here it's okay."

I continued to cry as he gently rubbed my back. "I- n- need to- to get to c- lass." I gently pushed him off of me & stood up. "Come on. Let's go then." He walked next to me as we headed to my math class. "How are you feeling right now baby?" I stoped. BeomGyu looked at me. "Why do you want to know?"

I asked. My tone cold & filled with hate. "Baby I just want to know how you are feeling right now." "Empty." "What do you mean Kai?" I looked up at him. "I feel empty. Fucking empty." I ran to my class. Tears threatened to fall but didn't. I walked into class the teacher not noticing. I sat in the back far from everyone. I took notes while writing something.

From the unknown

I ran away, I don't think I'm
comin' back home

Whoa- whoa- whoa-
whoa- whoa- whoa

Like a crawl space,
this is a dark place I roam

Ain't no right way,
Just the wrong way I know

I problem-solve with
styrofoam

My world revolves around
a black hole

The same black hole that's
in place of my soul

I'm empty, I feel empty so
goddamn empty

I may go rouge, don't tempt
me, big bullet holes,
tote semi autos

Oh, yeah I'm keeping it real,
real, I'm keeping it real

Oh, yeah, life gets tough
shit is getting real

Yeah, I don't know how
to feel

Swallowing all these pills,
not my real feels

Uh, devil standing here
tryna make a deal, uh

It ain't no deal, feel like I'm
goin' crazy but still it took
a lot to get me here

Losing my sanity up
in the house on the hills,
hills, hills

I didn't have vanity then
and I still don't have vanity,
still, still, still