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Lorenzo

Kay POV

The next day

School went by pretty fast I spent the day with nolen mostly he is pretty coo he makes me laugh until my stomach hurts. Ray invited everyone to his crib including Prince jasmine Rock Malia and my my. I was skeptical about going but nolen convinced me.

~ at rays house ~

Sooo malia roc the room got quiet and everyone turend there attention to roc will having you back in my life is a blessing I finally realize you are the one for me after all this time I've wasted with other girls. I put my head down in shock at what he said but shock was an understatement compared to how I felt moments after

Will you Mary me? He asked her. The whole room gas my Mymy looked from roc to me I couldn't stand it my heart dropped even more when she said yes I got up and stormed out the door I drove home with music blasting drowning my thoughts

The next morning

I woke up around 3 o'clock p.m. I couldn't go to school because Lorenzo had no babysitter and Grandma August was busy and prehia had school. I was surprised that Lorenzo wasn't crying already by now I usually would be up all night burping him.

I'll walk over to the crib with my eyes I still half closed I looked at him sound asleep then I realized his chest wasn't moving up and down in its usual motion I put my ear to mouth and his breathing was little I could barely hear it I panicked and called the ambulance hello 911 what's my baby isn't breathing I yelled with tears streaming down my face calm down ma'am what is your address 4567 Oakland Lane I spoke as I rushed around the house looking for my pants I ended up tripping over my sneakers so I just laid on the floor crying we're on our way miss the operator said I hung up the phone and dial roc's number what do you want aggravated roc I need you to meet me at the hospital for lorenzo isn't breathing right what do you mean he isn't breathing right Kay don't play this game with me when it comes to my son this isn't a fucking game Chresanto I'm on my way he hung up the phone and I heard the ambulance downstairs

I grab Lorenzo and ran downstairs to the ambulance they grabbed Lorenzo from my arms and I followed behind them into the truck its going to be OK baby Mommy is here I whispered as the tears kept falling I called mymy and Ray and by the time I got to the hospital they were there I rushed past them into the room the doctors were putting loenzo in excuse me ma'am you can't come in here one of the doctors held me back what that is my son in there they shut the door in my face as I yelled and kicked the door I felt arms holding me back and they grouped tighter and tighter as I yelled he turned me around to face him baby girl listen to me everything is going to be okay just relax don't worry I got you he held me in his arms as I cried into his chest I love you Kay we are going to get through this I promise he kissed my forehead and I realize that me and Roc were in the hallway alone he lifted up my chin to look at him he was crying harder than I've ever seen him before I wiped each tear as they wiped mine I love you too Chres when he kissed me everything around us went away and for that moment it was just me and him he kissed me with passion and love something we haven't shown each other in a while all the hurt in our heart were gone for the moment we are still in love with each other and our hearts New it malia didn't matter Nolen didn't matter only us mattered us he placed his forehead on mine I missed you so much he said as tears ran down his cheek back to back I wiped each one with my thumb and place my forehead in his neck

Family of Lorenzo August and male doctor approached us roc held my hand in his yes he said in a choked up voice Lorenzo is in critical condition he is having heart failure at any moment his heart can completely get out right now he is on life support he needs to stay here with us you can see him now his words shot at me like a bullet my heart really couldn't take anymore pain I felt like my world was just crashing down around me roc led me to Lorenzo's room where we saw him we gasped at the same time there was so many cords attached to him I couldn't look at it any longer I rushed out of the hospital leaving my my and Ray whith worried looks then I remembered my car wasn't here I felt a presence behind me and roc placed his chin on my shoulder and his hand in my mine

Why us I asked with water filled eyes because God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers was quiet for a moment why are you marring her when you know you are in love with me I ask because i because you are trying to replace me I said answering my own question you're right I was trying my hardest to get over you but I'm not marrying her I told her I told her what I do and she wanted no part of it she said if I didn't stop she was leaving and I told her to go to the only person I would change for is my true family and that is you and Lorenzo and mia roc I'm so sorry its okay baby girl no its not I never apologize for hurting you and I never realize how much I'm probably hurt you I ruined us because I was being stupid and drunk but you need to know that I love you more than anything in this world if I could take it all back I would but I know I can't I turn to face him its psdt and we have other things to worry about now I forgive you its me and you forever he kissed my tears away just like he used to and I did the same for him