roc royal hood love

Tears of a broken heart

Kayla pov

Roc walked in the room like he owned the place but I didn't look at him afraid more tears would fall.my eyes were worn out and I couldn't take it

Your mom let me in and she told me happened. Are you ok

(silence)

The tears just kept falling and I hated myself for that because I didn't want to look week in front of him. He walked over to me and sat in front of me he took my hands off my face and grabbed my chin just like earlier today. He placed his forehead on my and whispered lowly

I want you too I don't care what anyone says I need you. All of you every part of you he said as he traced his hand along my jaw bone. He kissed me with so much passion my heart was about to brake. He sucked lightly on my bottom lip as he grabbed my face with his hands gently. This time I was the slow one I let him take complete control he laid me down but are lips never parted I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss he spreaded my legs apart and things got hot quickly he was now in between my legs no space between us my ovaries began to tingle and I tugged on his belt . He smiled he knew what I wanted but he was teasing me . He sucked on my collar bone and moved his way down to my breast he sucked the tip of my nipple with such tenderness I let out a small moan

Roc.....

He stopped sucking and smirked then moved to my left nipple giving the same love as the other one I had enough playing but I was to in a trance to take over so I let him continue I was a virgin but my hormones ranged wildly and I was ready to let Roc inside of me I took off my shirt giving him full access to my breast he took off my bra and continued sucking but with more force by now I had hickies all over my chest I tugged at his pants again but he wouldn't take them off somebody's a little eager aren't we he whispered in my ear he pulled down my pants but not all the way off he started to rub me under my underwear and I started to let out a couple of moans he pulled down my underwear and started rubbing my bare vagina he slid he slid one finger in an began to move in slow motions I moaned repeatedly and told him to insert two so he did by now I was really wet

Roc.... Inside... Of me now I gasp he took his fingers out of me and kissed my forehead

Not now baby girl even though I really want to your emotional right now and you might regret it tomorrow he said looking directly on my eyes bit he was wrong I knew what I want

Please I said in a cracking voice I felt the tears coming again what the fuck been wrong with me lately I been like a waterfall he looked at me and wiped my tears away he pulled stray hair from my face and put his forehead on mine he covered my breast with his sweater and kissed my lips

No im not the right guy for you and I don't want to see you get her kay he said sincerely

Then why the fuck are you here why do you keep playing with my emotions chres!? If you don't want me just say so I yelled I couldn't take this any more one min he wants me the next min he can't be with me I glared at him,waiting for a response

Because I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore it pains me to hide my feelings for you Kay you don't know how much I wish you could be mine how much I want to hug you kiss you and hold you to protect you and love you.... Every time I look at you I just want you not just physical but mentally too I want to know more about you I wanna know you

So why can't you Roc I said with the verge of more tears

Because it won't end well you will be hurt at the end . You will be the one hurt say the end and believe me that's the last thing I want to do I don't deserve you the things that I do won't fit into your lifestyle before I got to speak he got up and went though his bag he took out a all black AK-47 (gun) I sat there and just looked at it

Do you see what I mean? Im not who and what you think I am. I sell drugs. I kill. I hustle.

I stared at him for a while not sure what to say. Where im from this is the norm but I was never involved with a guy like that I don't care it doesn't bother me Roc I don't care who you killed or what you do I want to give us a chance I said scaredvof what his response should be his response was a kiss on the forehead again and he got off my bed he left his sweater becausevhe already had a shirt on he picked up his bag and looked at me.

Iv been waiting for a girl like you but I'm not ready for a girl like you with that said he left out the door and left me laying there I let the tears fall more as I held tightly onto his sweater and cryed myself to sleep

I love you I spoke into the sweater