Do you ever just fear that you're continuing the cycle of abuse and all of your friends are suffering because of you? Like, you're the one making your relationships toxic. You deserve to go to jail. You deserve to be hurt like you've hurt everyone else in your life you horrible nasty stupid human. No one loves you, just as they should. You don't deserve them. Stupid fucking bitch. You attention seeking whore. Go cry to your plushies, they won't listen, they don't care. Jesus fuck, even your plushies hate your guts. You're nothing without people's eyes on you. Stupid ass whore. aNYHOO, yeah, that's like one of my biggest fears.
