Can You Love Again?

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A/N: Omg this cringy/horny fiction has over 10k reads I'm shocked actually I've never ever thought that omg, thank u so much i-
I'm thinking to write 8 more chapter's but I'm not thaaat sure haha we'll see💞

"Say something!"

"What? What should I tell you? Accuse you? That you wanted to kill me?"

He was cold, his whole life, it hadn't interested him what women thought of him. He felt it with her, he felt the pain in his heart that he knew she would not love him and he could not love her. If you love someone, you have no control.
He couldn't do that, when he loved Laura, he lost control. He became a monster just to protect her.

"I even look like her! You are toxic! And what do you want to do? Kill me? Do it."

"I-"

He raised his hand threateningly, but took it down when he realized what he was doing.
So he turned and went to the window.
He didn't know what to do, he didn't know if he loved her so much to forgive her for that. How do you explain something? She had wanted to stab him. She would have killed him and yet he couldn't let her go. The dominant thing about her, he loved her charisma, her humor.

"If you love me, you let me go."

"What film do you have that from? If I didn't love you if you were dog food at dawn, be glad that I love you"

even though I can't

He took a deep breath and left the room.

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It was raining, Francesca was sitting in the yard. Her tears were mixed with the rain.
Her hair was wet and the clothes stuck to her body.

p.o.v Francesca

He came to me, the rain pattered from his raven black hair on his shoulders.
He stopped in front of me, his hands in his suit pockets.

"I love you, that's why I forgive you, that's why I can't just kill you. Yes, you look like her. But I could never love her like I love you. No, I don't just want sex with you, I want you kissing, sharing my business with you, talking, riding. That's what I wanted, that's what I always promised my father, to find a woman like you. He'd love you Francesca. "

My cheeks grew warm, more tears ran down my face.

I stood up trembling, wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my lips to his.

It was like the world stopped, I felt all the emotions of my life whirl around me as the rain and tears came between our lips.
His lips were so loving, ivh felt his calm.
I wish it would never end.
He pulled me closer to him, I felt his heart beat, I felt his love for the first time. It made me feel right, no matter how wrong it seemed, it was right.

My cheeks grew warm, more tears ran down my face.

I stood up trembling, wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my lips to his.

It was like the world stopped, I felt all the emotions of my life whirl around me as the rain and tears came between our lips.
His lips were so loving, ivh felt his calm.
I wish it would never end.
He pulled me closer to him, I felt his heart beat, I felt his love for the first time. It made me feel right, no matter how wrong it seemed, it was right.

I opened my eyes and looked straight into his, he looked at me and smiled.
He smiled.
It was the warmest smile I had ever seen.

I wanted to be free, but my heart wanted to love him.
I didn't want to and yet I did.

His hand on my cheek, he pulled me into a hug that I will never forget.
I was so cold and at the same moment I felt warmth. I felt how tightly he held me, how securely he held me.

When he put his lips on mine again, my feelings exploded.
My dad, all my memories shoot into my head. I felt his arms around me, I heard his voice.
I loosened my lips, opened my eyes and saw my dad.
As I looked massimo in the eye, I saw my dad walking. I let go deep inside, I let go of my old life.
The one with the flash of memory, the dark part of my life disappeared.

The only thing I had in memory were massimo's strong arms that gently lifted me up, his soft lips gave me a kiss on the head.
His scent of men's perfume, I put my hands around my neck and my head to his heart. While he carried me in.

"I love you too, Massimo, I love you too"