Finally love brings us back.... (derek hale love story) Book 3

When everything you remember is star getting lost...

You must...or using it without measure...I said

Without measure...jeannie said strange

Like when you changed into a wolf...complete....full...no strains...I said worried

Are you out of your mind...you want me to used it without measure the consequences.....jeannie said now scared

Let the vission come dont try to controlling no of them...its time for you to embraced what you really are....I said standing walking at her

You know what im risking here....loosing complete my memory...if have to be another way...jeannie said now in tears

Im sorry theres no other way...you have to free yourself...I said watching her sitting crying

I dont think I cant do this....I cant...jeannie said covering her face

You can ...when the times comes you would find out you know what to do...I said comforting her....

Two days later

Jeannie pov

Walking to my clasroom...getting everything ready..standing in front of the window thinking

Im not staying in uncle house...im not staying with derek either..I need some space...

Im grateful found someone like him....my sourwolf

He dont botter..a little possessive sometimes..but that his nature..

Our bond for me is strange trying to understanding but is so strong..I dont need to call him..he nows when im tired..anger...sad...crying...happy...even when I dont sleep..

There was this other night in my bed without any drop of sleep..feeling him sneak in take me in his arms

Try to sleep...you need rest...im not going nowhere....derek said kissing my hair and sleep with me

Sometimes I ask myself if he get tired of me.....

Watching the guys get inside on the classroom stepping away from the windows walking at my desk smiling...sensing stiles and scott get in...

I love stiles since the moment he was born...when he star to walk..his first tooth...ahh his fisrt bat breaking my window..

Looking at him...he doesnt look at me

I miss him...

He travel 3 days to boston better said his escaped from uncle home just for see me and rescue me from caled...we hide for three more days bringing him back to beacon hills ..then I decide to travel for two years back myself here...home...

But see him in my class like right now and avoiding him....hurts...

Aiden told the guys what happened that night..they try pulling all back together and mean us..

For now im not doing what deacon told me..im avoiding the nightmare..the visions...I know is imposible but I need to remain sane..is so difficult ignored someone that you really care and love so much even sacrifice myself for keep him alive...

But my question still remain...how would find out....

Stiles pov

Inside in jeannies classroom..watching every step she make every smile any comments....

I just want to see her eyes...I whispering

Did you said something....scott said

No bro....nothing at all...I said  smiling