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dear jisung ,
i feel like anytime now, i'll be gone
you probably don't care about me anymore
but know that i love you so much, and you mean the world to me, oka-
~🌺~
chenle collapsed onto the floor, breathing heavily, the flowers lurching out his throat as he struggled to breath, the vanilla smell overwhelming.
"j-ji, help me." he whispered, trying to breath, feeling light headed.
suddenly everything felt calm, and quiet, as his eyes slowly closed.
"don't forget me, park jisung."
and everything went black.
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jisungie : i'm sorry that sounded so harsh lol
jisungie : lets still be friends though, okay?
jisungie : you've also been skipping school recently, are you okay?
jisungie : i care about you, chenle
jisungie : i'm coming over
jisungie : lele?
jisungie : thats it, i'm coming over
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he ran as fast as lighting, but he was too late.
he couldn't save him.
he was already gone.
he stared at the room, covered in blood and flowers, the ambulance lights blaring.
he saw a box of letters, untouched, the only thing not covered in flowers and blood.
with trembling fingers, he reached out, holding the box tightly.
he kissed the boys cold cheek, tears running down his own cheeks.
"i'm so so sorry."
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after reading each letter, he broke down, hands shaking.
"i-i'm so sorry, chenle. i tortured you. you don't deserve this."
he pressed his lips against the letters, letting them drop, falling into the clear water, floating gently.
"lets meet in another world, okay, chenle?"
and he jumped leaving everything behind him.
"i'm coming zhong chenle."
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