❛Deny❜ ┇SB19's Sejun✔️

➷seventy-five

THIRD PERSON'S

Sejun was quietly looking at the blue sea. Nakakagaan ito sa kanyang pakiramdam. Pakiramdam niya ay sandaling nawawala ang mga inaalala niya sa nakikita niya. He missed beaches so much and after so many years, ngayon lang ulit siya nakabalik.

It was 8 o'clock and he still cannot sleep. Pakiramdam niya ay hindi siya makatulog sa sobrang bigat ng puso niya. He needed to let it all out.

"Bakit di ka pa natutulog?" Napalingon ito sa likod niya when he heard someone spoke.

It was Josh

Hindi niya ito sinagot at sa halip ay pinaglaruan niya na lamang ang mga buhangin sa paanan niya.

"Alam kong galit ka sakin" natatawang sabi ni Josh at umupo sa tabi nito.

"You know what? You are so lucky" again, napatingin muli si Sejun sa kaibigan. He just gave him a questioning face.

"Reign really loves you" his expression softened when he heard Reign's name.

"She is willing to sacrifice everything for you. Alam ko yun, Sejun. I've been on her side since you two broke up. I saw how she missed you. I saw how she genuinely loved you" hindi nakapag-salita si Sejun but then he just felt his heart beats irregularly.

"I know na nalilito ka pa sa nararamdaman mo. Pero alam mo? I like her. Akala ko nga nung una never ko siyang magugustuhan pero hindi pala dapat ako nagsalita ng tapos" he never talked. Gusto niya lang pakinggan ang bawat sasabihin ni Josh.

"Pero I chose to let her go para sayo. Because I know you love her too. Ayokong magmukhang desperada. Ayoko masaktan si Reign. I'm sorry, Sejun. I'm sorry if I became harsh to you these past few days. Kaibigan ko kayong dalawa ni Reign and I wanted to help you both. I'm so sorry"

"Ano ka ba, it's okay. Dapat lang siguro sakin yun kase I've been so bad to Reign. Hindi ko rin maintindihan yung sarili ko noon. Bakit kahit alam kong may dahilan siya para iwan ako, bakit mas pinili ko parin magpaka-tanga at layuan siya? I should've blamed her from the start kase in the first place, kasalanan ko rin naman" napayuko na lang ito.

"I'm her boyfriend before pero I never asked her if she was alright. If her step-dad is taking care of her. Grabe yung guilt nung nalaman ko yun mula sa kanya. Natatakot ako magtiwala. Ayoko mag-tiwala pero at the same time, ayoko din siyang mawala. Hindi dapat ako ganito" Josh patted his shoulder and sighed.

"I know na may impact parin sayo yung nangyare noon. Pero is it the time to move forward and do better? I mean forget all the past and start to love again. Sejun, you've grown enough. Pag-isipan mong mabuti. It's time for you para si Reign naman ang alagaan mo. She'd been through a lot of tough times dahil sayo"

"Thank you man. Baka kung hindi dahil sayo, hindi ako masasampal ng katotohanan" sabi ni Sejun at ngumiti sa kaibigan.

He really thanked Josh for taking care of her lalo na sa mga panahong wala siya sa tabi ni Reign to took care of her. He really admire his personality na kahit na may nararamdaman siya para kay Reign, he still chose to let her go and help her with him.

Josh really deserve someone better. Who can love him more than anything in this world. He's hoping that the right girl for him came. Because this is what he deserve also.

"Alam mo, tara na. Magwa-walwal pa tayo bukas HAHAHAHAHA" natawa na lamang siya kay Josh at tumayo kasama ito.

"Ang liit mo parin. Natutulog ka ba ng maayos?" Pagbibiro ni Sejun kay Josh nang magsimula silang maglakad.

"Alam mo bro, binabawi ko na lahat ng sinabi ko sayo. Ngina ka" natawa muli si Sejun atsaka ginulo ang buhok nito.

"Joke lang! HAHAHAHA"

TO BE CONTINUED..