"Shh" nick says as he tries to calm me down . "I'm sorry I'm so so sorry" he says "I - I'm stupid" he says "I just want the best for you , I should have never said that" he says "of course I'll always be here for you" he says "I'm so grateful for you" I say "I didn't mean it , I don't want you to leave , I need you here with me" I say "I'm not going anywhere" I stand up "nick" I say "yeah" he says "I'm sorry" I say "for what" he ask "I ruined you and Zions friendship" I say "I feel horrible for doing that" I say "no he ruined it" he says and stand in front of me "you didn't do anything wrong" he says "he ruined a lot of things when he cheated on you" he says "but I don't care , it's his fault" he says "now let's take a nap" he says "we're finish eating first and then were watch something and take a map"
(1 month later) . It's been 2 months since the cheating night . I'm idk . Still hurt but I think I'm getting better . I still stay in the house everyday all day . I don't see anyone except nick . My heart still hurts a lot . It's still broken but I feel like it's getting better . I feel like my heart is coming back into one piece. There's some broken pieces but it's getting better and I am too . Right now I'm sitting at the kitchen island playing a game on my phone when nick comes down "Ariana" he says . He basically lives here . He sleeps here every night for the past 2 months now . "Yes" I say as my eyes hurt from crying last night . I'm still a little bit broken . It just all takes time . . "Let's go get lunch" he says "I don't want to" I say "please bub" he says "come on , you can't stay in this house everyday all day" he says "but I want to" I say "Ari" he says "can we least go in a drive through and eat In the car" he says "fine" I say and he smiles "just let me go get dressed" I say "okay" he says and I walk upstairs to my bedroom . I look in my closet and get a outfit
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I walk downstairs "you look good" nick says "shut up" I say and he just smiles "come on" he says and we walk out . I haven't been out since my birthday , 4 weeks ago . I get in nicks car and he gets in the drivers seat "where you wanna go" he ask "I don't care" I say as I look down "pick your head up girl" he says "Taco bell" I say "yes ma'am" he says and starts to drive as I just play with my strings on my hoodie "Be happy ari" he says "I hate seeing you sad" he says "and you been sad for a month now" he says "I'll put some music on" he says "nick" I say "sh" he says and puts on "Foreigner" by pop smoke on (rip) and (😳foreigner) (iykyk) He starts to sing it and dance . "Foreigner" he sings and smiles at me . He starts to rap it and dance all goofy , he's trying to get me to smile or something. "She like papi I adore you" he sings and smirks at me . I don't know what tf that meant or if he meant to do that . But - nvm . "Dance girlie" he says and grabs my one hand and starts moving it all Around like I'm dancing "FOREIGNER" he yells "nick" I say and giggle "hah, you giggled" he says and smiles "whatever" I say and I also smile too "I got a smile too , aww best day ever" he says and smiles
We get to Taco Bell "what chu want" he ask "Um two hard tacos no sour cream" I say "okay" he says and tells the person on the speaker what we both want "drink?" He ask "get me peach drink" i say "okay" he says and gets my drink and his drink . He gets his card out "can I pay" I ask "no ma'am" he says and pays for the food himself "ugh" I say .
Later that night ! It's 10:21.Nicks in his room . Well the guest room in my house is his room . That's where he been staying for the last 2 months . I'm laying down right now . I'm actually pretty tired . I told nick goodnight already . Then I showered and changed into a white tank top and black shorts . Nick is playing fortnite right now , he's actually being pretty loud right now , but I'm just gonna go to sleep and Ignore him being loud . I turn the lights off and tv off , I lay my head on the pillow . I cover myself with the blanket and then close my eyes
I wake up . Man . I'm in a mood . It's been 2 months , I haven't had anything or did anything to myself in two months . I need something right now . But nicks up , I don't wanna do anything
(10:36) "BRO WHAT ARE YOU DOING" I hear for like 5th time . Imma text him and tell him to shush .
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Hopefully he quiets down now that I told him .
(10:45) "RIGHT THERE GET HIM" he yells "uhh" I say that's like the 12th time . Imma text him again
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He better be quiet. I close my eyes again for the third time . Hopefully I can finally go to sleep now
(10:51) "BRO YOU SUCK" he yells again "oh my" I say and finally get up and walk out . I open his door and he's sitting in his gaming chair . I'm so damn mad , he won't stop being loud "nick" I say "yeah" he says as his eyes stay on the screen "BE QUIET" I yell and he looks at me "im sorry" he says "I'm trying to sleep and you keep being loud" I say softly "I'll turn it off" he says "I'll play wit y'all tomorrow" he says to his mic "nick you don't ha-" he turns his game off "nick you didn't have to turn it off , you just needed to be quiet" I say "no it's fine , I didn't wanna play anymore anyway" he says . And sits on his bed up against the head board . I can tell he's sorta mad or sad that he I came in and ruined his game . I sit in the middle of his bed "I'm sorry nick" I say "it's fine" he says "you can sleep now" he says and takes his shirt off . Shii . He's shii. I was already in a mood but now I'm more into that mood . I need something more than just myself right now . He looks at me "you gonna go in your room" he ask and I just stare at his chest and abs as they turn me on more and more . "Ariana" he says . His voice makes me feel things. "Nick" I say and I gasp cause Im feeling things "You cool" he ask "I need you" I say with a straight face "I'm here" he says "I'll be here for you" he says "no no" I say "I need you need you" I say and put my hand on the top of his pants "Ariana" he says "please nick" I say "i haven't had anything in two months and I need something and your here" I say "and not gonna lie you with your shirt off is turning me on" I say and take a deep breath "I want you" I say to him and he looks at me in my eyes I take my tank top off . And crawl over to him . I grab his chin and look him in the eyes "just say ok" I say and he slowly nods "okay" he says and with that I smash my lips into his . He puts his hands on my waist . He pulls me on his lap making me straddle him . I start to rock my hips back and forth which makes me gasp, he starts to kiss my neck he flips us over now with him on top. "You sure" he ask "very sure" I ask and he slips my shorts off He takes his sweatpants off and he his boxers off "you ready" he ask "yes , please hurry"
