Letters to my only-PHAN

Part 1-Secrets and the story

Its the first chapter!!!!! Keep guessing what will happen. Lol. Just saying, this story's at Phil's perspective so... You won't know much about what Dan thinks. *-* So please vote, comment and follow me! I love you guys and thx for reading.Enjoy!
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I sat on my bed and started into space. It was a boring day and I had nothing to do. Dan just finished filming a video and I well, just sat on my bed when that happened.

I sometimes like to listen through the wall between mine and his and listen to his voice. I wish I wasn't so ugly!
Dan was tall, had a perfect body and beautiful chocolate brown eyes.

I had a weird face and horrible bright blue eyes. I felt fat and small.
So I knew Dan would never like me. I sighed and got out of my bed.

I guess I have a list of secrets to write down. It was the only thing I could think of since I was bored. I got a notebook I never used and a pencil that said: 'RAWR!' on it. I liked the pencil, Dan gave it to me for my birthday.

I opened the notebook and wrote:

'My top 10 secrets:

1. I use lots of nice smelling shampoo so Dan thinks I smell good.

2. I search up Dans YouTube name to look at images so he won't catch me staring at him.

3. When he's not home, I go in Dans room and lie on his bed.

4. I have a pocket knife that Dan thought he toke away from me forever.

5. I listen to him through the walls.

6. I watch his videos only because I want to stare at him as he moves around.

7. I can be sometimes over protective with Dan.

8. I wish Phan was real.

9. I chew on pencils when I daydream of Dans face, hope I never got caught...

10. I love Dan and wish he loved me back and that we were together.'

I sighed.

Yes those were all true. I just wanted to get that off my mind and think of positive things... If I could.

I heard footsteps coming from the hall and I quickly closed my notebook. And hid it under my pillow, turning my computer on and pretending to be texting. Dan entered my room.

"Hey, Dan!" I said casually smiling, looking up from my laptop.

"Hey Phil. I can't find iPhone. Do you happen to know where it is?" Dan asked as he straightened his hair.

"I think it's in the kitchen." I replied.

He nodded and left my room."Thanks Phil!" Dan called out. I blushed. "No problem!" I replied. I looked at my computer screen and look at the comments for one of my videos. I caught: 'Get WattPad!'

Wait. What's that? I quickly changed tabs to AppStore and searched it up. The first thing that showed up seemed like the right one. I downloaded it and waited a few minutes.

It was downloaded and I clicked it and went onto it. I found out that you could create your own account, read other people's books, create books, add books to your library and more. I decided to look myself up on discover.

I pressed Search and a lot of story's should up. I say on with my and Dan on it and decided to read it.

I read the first few chapters. Wow! It was a really cute book. Me and Dan loved each other, the story was well written, great cover and lots of detail. I added to my library to read it later and logged into an account. I decide to call myself: "Phillion" it was to not let anyone know it was actually me. My profile picture was me. I went to Create to make a story.

It was a cool app to create books on. I didn't know what to right about.

Then I thought about the fanfiction I was reading about me and Dan.

Perfect.

I would write a fanfiction, out you can call it a Phanfiction about me and Dan. My dream if we were together, I called it "Cat whisker love" and the cover had the words in cool blue bold letters and a pictures of dans cat whiskers on his face.

Where should I start?
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Sorry if one of the character was COMPLETELY out of character. This is my first Phan book. So Phil gets Wattpad. Sorry if I used your book name in it, or your user name in it! I don't know everyone on WattPad. :P Plz vote, comment and if you follow me I will hug u and give you a cookie!!!! And you'll also know when I update or write a new book! Thanks so much for reading! Thanks! BYEEE!