Distraction

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When is this all going to be over? I just want to leave this cell and just go with my friends. I feel like I'm going crazy by the minute. I was trying to focus on what I was going to do, but I just couldn't. I was so tired and I felt dizzy. I felt like I was going to pass out any minute. I was walking around in the cell, but decided to sit down because my side was really hurting. I lifted up my clothes and saw that I was loosing a lot of blood. I just sighed and was getting more frustrated. I was seriously doubting myself on surviving. I'm not going to make it and I'm never going to leave this place. Might as well just die already. We only had an hour until the purge was over. I know I'm not going to make it so I'm just doubting myself. Even if I did I'm not going to live in New Jersey. James is not going to let me go so I'm going to have to go with him. I really don't want to, but I can't fight my way out of it. I heard laughter from above me. How can they be laughing at a time like this? I'm literally in a house filled with psychopaths. I just really want to kill all of them for what they put my friends through. I especially want to kill James. That piece of shit doesn't deserve to live. He deserves to die in a slow and painful death. That I will happily like to do. If only he was down here I would kill him on the spot. I was playing with my necklace and was thinking about how I was going to kill James until I heard the door open. I heard a male laugh and footsteps coming down the stairs. The person stopped laughing and stopped at my cell. I looked up and it was the person that I least wanted to see right now. It was James. He was just looking at me with a big happy smile on his face. I literally wanted to wipe his smile off his face. I got up from the bed and walked to the gate.    J: hello beautiful. N: what do you want?    J: I just wanted to see how my sister was doing.     N: oh so now I'm your sister?!     J: why wouldn't you be?
N: hmm let me think umm maybe because you told me that you wanted me for yourself and because you rapped me!!!     At the end of that sentence my voice cracked. I didn't want to cry because I needed him to see that I was strong. I can't let him see that I was weak. I tried my best not to break down then and there.
J: aww don't cry. It will get better.     N: not if I'm with you.    J: what did you just say?  
N: it won't get better. Just by being with you my life is just going to get worse. And who is going to put me through more hell? You!!
J: don't talk to me like that!! I'm your brother!!
N: your not my brother. Your just some prick that rapped me. Your nothing to me and never will be.     By this time he was mad. He hit the gate with his bare knuckles and was screaming his lungs off. He seriously was crazy. How can we even be related?    J: I'm your brother and your lover!! You can't treat or talk to me like that!!!    N: your nothing and will always be nothing. Your not my brother or lover or anything to me. Your just some prick that doesn't leave me alone!!    J: I have had enough of you!!    He got some keys out and was going to unlock the gate. He finally found the right key and unlocked the gate. He was about to open it when I pushed it to close. He tried to push the door open, but I didn't let him.    J: move out of the way!!    N: no!! I'm not letting you do anything to me!!    He was getting more mad by the minute. The more he got mad the more he got stronger. It's weird, but scary at the same time. He was still trying to open the gate, but I was in the way. He pulled something out of his pocket that looked like some type of remote control or something. Once he turned it on he put it to my arm and shocked me. It was a taser. He kept doing it so I would get out of the way. It hurt like hell, but I wasn't going to back down. He put his hand through the bars of the gate and shocked me in the neck. That's when I moved away and held my neck. He opened the gate and tackled me to the ground. He got on top of me and had my hands pinned to the side of my head.    N: get off of me!!    J: no!! You can't talk to me like that! Who do you think you are?!?     N: I'm the person that's going to kill you!!    J: I like to see you try.     He started to laugh at me because to him seeing me struggle is hilarious. I kept kicking my legs and tried getting my hands free. Nothing was working, but I wasn't going to stop.     J: your not going anywhere beautiful. I'm the only one that you need. No one else can have you, but me.   He started to kiss my face, but I kept moving. Then he started kissing my neck and I started to panic. I didn't want him to rape me again. I couldn't let that happen. He held my hands up with one hand and the other hand was lingering around my body. He started to leave hickies again and he left more on my chest. I started crying and screaming for help, but no one came. I kept screaming and screaming, but it was no use.   J: no one is going to help you. Everyone is dead so stop fighting it.    He kept touching me and leaving hickies. I turned my head because he was trying to kiss me on my lips. He got mad and put his hand on my side and put pressure. I screamed in pain and started to cry more. He went back to my neck and my head was still turned. I saw something that was on the ground. It was the taser. I couldn't get it because he was holding my hands. I needed to think of something and quick. An idea came to my head, but I hated it so much. Right now it wasn't the time to be picky so I had to go with it. I stopped crying and screaming and just looked at James. He still kept giving me hickies so he didn't see me looking at him. That's when I decided to say something because I was nervous and was getting anxiety.   N: you know what? Your right.    J: what do you mean?    N: I do need you. Your the only one I have left and I realized that I can only count on you.     J: I'm the only one for you.    N: your the right one for me. Your perfect for me.     J: your not scared anymore?    N: no, I realized that I shouldn't have to be scared anymore. Your the one that will protect me no matter what. I love you for that.    J: you do?!?    N: yeah...I really do.    We were inches close. Our faces almost touching. I finally pulled him in and kissed him. He kissed back  and smiled through the kiss. Little by little he was letting my hands go. Once he finally did I put them on the side of his face. He had his eyes closed, but I had opened mine and looked to see where the taser was at. He had his hands on the sides of me. I took one of my hands off his face and tried getting the taser. He kept kissing me and I went along with it trying so hard not to throw up. I was trying to reach the taser, but I couldn't. I was almost going to give up when all of a sudden we heard screaming and gunshots going off. He broke the kiss and looked up. Once he did I got the taser and put it on the highest level. I put it to his neck and it shocked him. He was shaking and some saliva can out of his mouth. He fell to the side of me and wasn't moving. I got up and got the keys from his pocket. I ran out of the cell and locked him inside. I put the keys in my pocket and had the taser in my hand. I looked up the stairs thinking what was going on up there. Maybe someone broke in?

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