𝑩𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 - 𝑱𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒏 𝑯𝒐𝒔𝒔𝒍𝒆𝒓

25

!¡ Tw: Suicide¡!

Three months later

I haven't spoken to Anthony in nearly three months, well I tried, he never responded, me and jaden are still talking but not dating and I talk to the other guys and girls, but not like we used too. I couldn't do it, I was on my own for three months, all my friends moved away, so I really had no one. I couldn't do it anymore. I bought some pills the other day, I've been debating weather or not to use them, but I felt so sad today I decided too.

I sent Anthony a quick message.

I love you, I'm sorry, I did try to be a good sister, I just wanted to have fun

I head to the bathrrom, stare at myself in the mirror for a minute or two. Did I really wanted to go through with his?

Yes, I did, so I took every pill out of that bottle and swallowed them all. I then slid a razor over my wrist. I wanted to be gone. I hear a door click and I wanted to see who it was. My vision was slipping and I felt dizzy, the last thing I heard "Cass?" before everything went black.

Anthony's pov:

I dont know why I've been ignoring her, but I couldn't bring myself to talk to her. I ignored that message she sent me earlier today, it made me feel guilty. I was  in the living room when I got a call from my mom. I stand up but stay in the room

"Hey...yeah.... what's she done?.... She what!... no, no. not Cass." I hang up. i drop to the floor as Griffin catches me. "Woah, ant, what's happened?" I kept shaking my head, Cass wouldn't try to do that. She couldn't. She was so happy. What did i do.

I zoned back in when I felt someone shake me. "ANTHONY! WHATS HAPPENED" Quinton shouted. "Cass, bottle of pill, hospital. Maybe not make it." I get out before I rush out. I run to my room and check for flights. La to Kentucky - Earliest flight 11pm

It was currently 4pm. I bought the ticket, threw some hoodies and pants into an old bag and paced my room for God knows how long.

9pm rolls around and I leave, I shout up quickly "I'm seeing cassie" before getting into my uber and getting to the airport.

I'm anxious all the way through security and waiting to board. Time seems to go so slow. But I finally board. I couldn't sleep, my mind raced the entire flight about her. I left for month's. I sent her away. I didn't this. This is my fault.

I got another uber straight to the hospital. I needed to see Cass. She wasn't allowed to fucking die on me. I get to the hospital and run up to the intensive care unit. "Cassie Reeves, 17?" I ask the nurse at the front desk.

"What relation are you?"
"I'm her brother, Anthony reeves" I sat quickly, I just needed to get to her room. "Thank you, room 273" I run as soon as she said it past a bunch of people, almost hitting a few.

269
270
271
272
Ah 273 I rush in and see my mom and dad. "Thank God your here, we have to go back on the business trip it was only a day break being in the area." they quickly walked out. My blood boiled, their own daughter in a hospital bed and they care about some trip. "Hey, Cass I don't know if you can hear but I do love you and I am sorry, I got mad, i hate when you grow up." I talk to her for hours until a doctor tells me visiting hours are over

I take a twenty minute walk home with my suitcase and open the door to see a very empty house. I head up to my old room but ended up in Cassies. I just got into her bed and cried. If she goes, a part of me goes

(Sorry it's short)