I just realized I was spelling doesen't wrong, tbh I forgot how to spell it. Is it doesen't or dosen't. I dont know, I also dont know if its realized or realised. This quarantine is getting me dumber by day.
I also wanted to post these chapters so here is a little spam of postY/n's Pov
We arrived at his house, I went to his room and layed on his bed and fell asleep
Next Day☀️
I woke up and saw jaden was asleep. I got up and did my hygiene
Sonny's Pov
I woke up, got out of bed and did my hygiene. I wanna feel numb. I got in the car and drove off. I made it to a forest. I walked more inside and found a river, it was peaceful. I sat on a rock and watched the river, so much thoughts ran through my head. Am I a good brother, what will I do when I'm older, does y/n really hate me, does mike hate me, does everyone hate me, I'm all alone, no one can feel my pain, do they care, they only seem to care for eachother and exclude me, do they hate me that badly. More thoughts went through my head. You know what, I think ima go for a swim. I took off my clothes except for my boxers and jumped in the river, I was swimming under water. I saw mom and dad
Mom:sonny is that you
Sonny:mom?
Dad:hi sonny
Sonny:dad? Didnt you guys leave because you didnt want so much kids....why are you here
Dad:we came to tell you that you mean nothing to us, you are a disappointment to this family so we left
Sonny:you dont mean that
Mom:he did
Sonny:so you agree?
Mom:yes, sonny, you arent what we wanted, we wanted a better son but instead we got you
A tear fell down my face
Sonny:I at least tried, I didnt abandon them, I at least try to be my best for them....not leave
Dad:to bad sonny, mike tried to kill himself, you arent a good brother for letting him try to
Sonny:IT WASNT MY FAULT
Tears were now streaming down my face
Mom:yes sonny, it is your fault, you didnt look after him well
Sonny:YES I DID, I TRIED MY BEST
Dad:sure you did
Sonny:I did try
Mike's Pov
Mike:wheres sonny
Derek:I dont know, kelei sould know, hes the more close to sonny then we are
Kelei:hes probably at that river in the forest
We all looked at him confused
Kelei:what?