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Jack and Jack were amazing. I would tell you what all happened but I’m really tired and just wanna focus on the update. Sorry it took so long for an update btw I just got distracted and now that I’m sick I can focus. I love you guys so much. Here we go…

Song of the day: 3000 Miles by Emblem3

Your POV:

After mine and Matt’s nap, Jack gave me my pain medicine.

“Where’s Sam?” I asked

He and the other boys were suppose to be here

“They’re all outside hanging out, I’ll get him if you want.” Jack said

“Get Johnson to.” I said as he slipped out the door

In a couple seconds Jack, Johnson, and Sammy came in

Johnson walked over and hugged me

“Hey beautiful.” He whispered in my ear

“Hey.” I smiled

He pulled back and Sam sat where Matt was sleeping

He put his hand on my thigh

“How do you feel?” He asked

“Fine, I guess.” I said

“This must suck for both of you.” Sam smiled to himself before looking at me and Jack

“What do you mean?” I asked

“Well your foot is broken which means you and Gilinsky can’t have sex for a while.” He laughed while rubbing his thumb on my thigh

I smacked his arm

“Is that all you ever think about?” Johnson laughed

“Well I’m just saying if Gilinsky can’t find a way to please her while she has a broken foot then maybe-” Jack cut Sam off

“Don’t even finish that sentence. For the last time you are never having sex with her.” He said while smacking his hand that was on my thigh

“Threesome?” He asked with a smirk

Johnson made an awkward face

“I already told Johnson he’d be the first of my friends to sleep with (y/n).” Jack said

“Woah can’t I have a say in this?” I asked

“Fine. If you were to have a threesome with us who would you want? Johnson or me?” Sam asked

Jack looked at me and smiled

“Don’t give me that look.” I said and hit him with a pillow

“I feel like considering Gilinsky already hurts me,” I said and looked at him as he smirked

“Johnson would be sweeter about it and wouldn’t hurt me as bad unlike Sam, you just seem like one of those demanding guys.” I said

Johnson’s face got red and he smiled

“I would never hurt you.” Sam said

“Liar.” I laughed

“Fine, lets have sex right now and tell me if I hurt you.” He said

Gilinsky threw the pillow at him

“No. I trust Johnson more than you.” Jack said

“I’m not gonna hurt her.” Sam laughed

“The day Johnson gets to have sex with her, I’ll let you.” Jack said

“Promise?” Sam asked

“Promise.” Jack said

“Okay so it’s settled, Johnson have sex with her then I get my turn.” Sam said

“Woah woah woah, my foots broken and you’re not taking “turns” to have sex with me.” I said

“Plus I have to say it’s ok for Johnson to do it.” Jack said

After the boys went to their rooms and everyone was settled me and Jack were watching tv with Hayes and Nash in the other bed

“Are you still mad at me?” I asked

“Not really but I wish you didn’t lie to me.” Jack said

“I wish I didn’t either, maybe my foot wouldn’t be broken.” I breathed

“I’m mad at Nash more than anything though.” He said

“Why?” I asked while grabbing my phone

“Because he got to be your first. You’re special to me, I would do anything to stay in your life forever. You’ve made my life so much better we may argue at times and say hurtful things but we’re both hurting in some type of way.” His eyes got watery

I wrapped my arms around him as he put his head on my chest

“Everyones hurting in their own way, it just takes patience to understand what that thing is.” I said as his tears rolled down his cheeks and onto my chest

I ran my fingers through his hair to calm him down as he cried

“I don’t want tomorrow to come.” He sniffled

Tomorrow is Clare’s funeral I almost forgot

“It’s ok. Do it for Clare, get the proper goodbye you want.” I said before kissing his head

He stopped crying and I played with his hair as we laid there.

“I’ll be back.” He said as he sat up

He walked out the door

I tried to get as comfortable as possible

Nash turned the lights off and the tv

The room was dark, I could hardly see the outline of Nash and Hayes

I was about to fall asleep then I heard the door open and close

The bed sunk down beside me

“Jack’s staying in mine and Sam’s room, is it ok if I sleep with you?” Johnson said

“Yeah.” I said

He laid down and turned his back towards me

Not gonna lie I hate the dark

“Jack?” I said

“Yeah?” He asked

“Will… Will you..” I couldn’t get it out

“Will I what?” He asked while turning towards me

“Will you..” I still couldn’t find the words

He scooted closer to me and wrapped his arms around me

I nuzzled my face into his neck

“Better?” He asked

“Mhm..” I said

I felt him smile

“I love you.” He said

“I love you too.” I said

With that we both fell asleep.

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