Maaga ang flight namin papunta ng Pilipinas, maaga akong nagising dahil ilang oras lang ang epekto ng sleeping pills na iniinom ko. Inayos ko ang mga daldalhin kong maleta bago ako naligo at nilinis ang sugat ko. Ramdam ko na ang hapdi nito dahil nawala na ang epekto ng pain reliever na ininom ko kagabi. Sinuot ko ang isang itim na sweetheart neckline long-sleeve, rip jeans at itim na Louboutin high heels.
Nag-ayos ako ng sarili bago ako lumabas ng silid ko dala ang Chanel Shearling Lambskin backpack ko. Pababa pa lang ako ng hagdanan ng makasalubong ko si Butler Leo.
"Buongiorno Signorina." Yumuko ito habang bumabati.
"Buongiorno. Please get my luggage in my room and my guitars."
"Va bene, Signorina." Tumango lang ako at iniwan na ito.
Ilang taon ko pa lang Butler si Butler Leo, hindi ko alam kung saan ito nagmula. Ipinakilala ito sa akin ni Dad bilang bagong Butler ko ilang buwan pagkatapos kong magising mula sa pag kakacoma. I was diagnosed with dissociative amnesia after I woke up from a coma. I can remember what happened on the day of the incident but not what happened before that.
They told me that I had gone to Japan before the incident, I was there for a month for vacation, but I can't remember anything about it. I did not forget everything, but there are certain events that I can't remember. I tried talking to a psychologist, but it did not help me at all. They said that my memories would come back at the right time. I want to remember everything, but they suggest not force it cause it might trigger my brain and erase memories permanently.
Ilang maids pa ang nakasalubong ko habang pababa ng hagdan, hindi ko na sila pinansin ng batiin nila ako. Maaga pa kaya siguradong kagigising lang ng mga kaibigan ko, nilapag ko ang bag ko sa couch bago ako lumbas ng bahay. Sumakay ak osa golf cart na nakaparada sa harapan ng mansion. Nagmaneho ako papunta sa greenhouse hindi kalayuan sa mansion, madadaanan ang malaking maze bago makarating sa greenhouse.
Huminto ako sa tapat ng malaking greenhouse, gawa ito sa salamin kaya makikita ang mga puno sa loob nito. Tinawag ko itong greenhouse pero parang isang maliit na gubat ang loob nito. Bumaba ako ng golf cart at naglakad papalapit sa malaking salaming pinto ng greenhouse. I entered the passcode and the glassdoor automatically opened.
Naglakad ako sa daan papunta sa gitnang bahagi ng glass house, tahimik at tanging huni lang ng mga ibon ang maririnig. Tumigil ako ng makarating na ako sa gitna, tumingala ako at pumikit. Gustong damhin ang tahimik na kapaligiran, this place makes me feel alive. Old memories keep running into my mind, memories that I cherish since I was young. This glasshouse is the only thing that I ask, the only thing that I want to have.
I never ask my parents for any material things, and they give me all the things that I need, so no need to ask. But this glasshouse is the only thing that I ask. Not for me but for this cute little kitten I had. Minulat ko ang mga mata ko at tinignan ang isang puting pusang kumukuskos sa binti ko.
"Harry, my sweet boy." Yumuko ako at hinalikan ito sa ulo.
I adopted him when I was 12 years old, and now he is already a five-year-old cute cat. We tried to rescue the mother, but we lost her on the way. He was still a kitten when I had him. They don't want me to adopt him, but I want to take care of him.
"Harry, mommy is going somewhere far. I do not know when I can come back." I sit on the wooden bench under the enormous tree in this glasshouse.
Harry put his head on my lap while slowly caressing his head that he likes so much. His eyes are closed like he was about to sleep because of what I am doing.
"I would not be able to see you for a while, but Pancho will take care of you while I am gone." Harry looked at me like he could understand what I was saying. He growls, which makes me smile. He is responding to what I am saying.
