DATING the cold HEAD HAZER

part 3

Those boy from evening came up with fifty people.

Answered Forth like an innocent puppy.

And they made you like this.
Ask Beam.

No.. Replied Forth.

Then?
Beam asked getting confused.

I let them play with me for an hour.
After they satisfy then i take them down so that they wouldn't crawl back to you.

Beam gets irritate.

And why you let them play with you?
Ask Beam with high pitch.

Forth avert his gaze.

I asked why?
Shout Beam.

I'm  also at fault here thats why.
Said Forth slowly.

Tsk.. Beam gets irritate and sit down on his sofa.

I told you already Forth.
Move on.
Said Beam getting upset.

Forth stands up and try to open door but Beam stops him.

Don't  you dare to leave without answering Jaturapoom.
Shout Beam.

Forth stopped at door looking floor.

Beam ask him to come back and he do so.
Came back and sit on Bed.

Forth..?
Call Beam.

Hmm. Said Forth  still his eyes on floor.

Move on Forth.
That was mistake i know.
There is nothing between me and you.
Don't  waste your life. It's  already more then year dammit.

Said Beam raising his voice.
No need to say that he was in pain to seeing Forth like this.

Forth stands up and hug Beam.
Beam hug him back.

Forth?
Call beam slowly.

Hmm.
Nod Forth still putting his head on his shoulder.

Forget that unfortunate night. Please.. Don't chase me.. I can never be with you.

Forth tight his grip on Beam.

Beam felt this

Forth,  you know na I'll  never forgive you.
He said again.

Forth tight his grip more.
You already  forgave me. Its just your mind and heart is not working simultaneously.

Beam feel himself struck to words.

Still i can't  be yours.
Dont waste your life.
I don't have crush on you even.
Said Beam still hugging Forth. Clutching on his skin as Forth was shirtless.

You don't  have crush on me because you already love me. And i do the same Baby.
Just allow me for once. Let me prove myself to you. For your love.
Said Forth.

Forth I'm  not replacement .
Said Beam sniffing on his chest.

You are not replacement.
You are my life Baby.
Said Forth with cracking voice.

Beam feels a lump in his throat.
You know i hate you

Yes i love you too. Said Forth sniffing too.

But i don't  belive in Love. Said Beam again.

Let me show you my love then.
Said Forth.

So that you can say Wayo name again still inside me.
Said Beam and pull hismelf away.

You know  i have a bad memory.
You said , the night you spend with me was memorable to you.
Yes it is for me too.  Because  you made me realise my place.

That i was just a sex object for you.

Said Beam and lock hismelf on bathroom  crying there.

Forth who was crying silently put down his shirt and knock  on bathroom door.

"Beam Baby... I already told you that i was drunk and what happened that day was my mistake. Yes i had like wayo but not after that night Baby. Its only you since that day baby. Please trust me. Don't  hurt me and you please Baby. Just one chance, if i failed then burn me to death but just don't give me cold treatment. Its okay to be angry but  it's not okay to be rude Love.  Please dont give me that harsh punishment. I made a mistake  i know then punish me,  slap me,  throw me from hill or give me poison but just dont hate me. I know you Love me too but please give us a chance. Please Baby. Don't  cry. Come outside. If you can't  forgive me okay.  I'll  not show you my face. Just don't  hurt yourself".

Remember  my word that this Forth Jaturapoom Loves you more then his own life..believe it or not is upto you

Bie Baby. Sorry for disturbing.
I Love You
Good night.

With that Forth  left.