A Love Story Or Not

#41

You looked like the most beautifullest person that day. Your eyes were shining and I felt like I just I have just achieved something impossible. You looked like a scenery, I swear.

(she giggled, while Sidharth was quiet. He was trying to think that why was she reminding him those things?)

I wanted to hug you tight Kyunki bahut sara Pyar aa raha tha mujhe tere Upar.

Aisa lag raha tha ki zindagi Mein isse zyada sukun shayad hi Kabhi Kisi Ko Mila Ho.

Tujhe haste hue dekha tha na Jab, uss din for the very first time, I realise that I never want to see you sad, uss din first time laga that I want this smile to never leave your face.

Laga ki main tujhe Itna Khush rakhungi, ki kabhi koi taqleef nahi hogi tujhe life mein.

Aur fir (she said excitedly), tujhe tera birthday yaad hai?

Maine Aur Tune wo pehla birthday tha Jo sath mein manaya tha. You know, I had to think for 2 months ki Tujhe Kya dun.

Mujhe kuchh samajh nahin aa raha tha ki kaun sa gift would be perfect for you. But then I thought ki I should sing for you.

Par firse ek problem, Kaun Sa song gaana chahiye?

Tere Liye 'Hamdard' perfect laga. It caught my eye. Usse perfect aur koi song nahi tha. The lyrics fit so perfectly to what I wanted to tell you, to what I wanted to promise you.

Jo bhi Tujhe promise karna chahti thi na, wo sab  unn shabdon Mein thaa.

And then I hurt you. I left you without even letting you know ki mein kahan ja rahi hun.

Trust me when I say this, Puri zindagi mein isse zyada meine kabhi kuchh regret nahi kiya.

I stayed away from you for 8 years. You don't even know how difficult it was for me. I know it would have been the same with you.

Tere baad Kabhi Koi best friend nahi banaya Sidharth. I changed a lot after you.

But then we both got Bigg Boss ka offer. Jab Maine Tujhe Dekha tha naa stage per, I stopped breathing.

Tu bolta hai na 'humari Saans rokne wali game', wo usi time shuru ho gyi thi.

8 Saal baad tujhe dekh ke, mujhe wo sukoon mila, Jo mujhe 8 Sal Tak kahin dur dur tak bhi nahin mila tha.

Then we both danced. When you kept your hand on my waist, it was the most intimate thing that I had ever experienced.

Mein kabhi kisi ke Itna close Nahin aayi.

You, so  authoritatively pulled me close that it seemed like I was made to be in your arms.

Uss din laga ki mein tere liye hi bani hun. It was a beautiful feeling.

Usse Khubsurat sach mein kuch nahi tha.

Uss din mujhe  Itni sharm aa rahi thi Tujhse ki uss time Agar Yamraj Aake bolte, 'chal Shahnaz Tera time aa Gaya Hai', to mein Khushi Khushi chali jati.

(Sidharth tried to interrupt, but she stopped him)

Han han mujhe pata hai ki marne maarne Ki baten nahin karni, sorry!

Sachchi  tune mujhe apni taraf jab kheencha na to, I was all red due to the proximity.

Tere Itna close aa chuki hun per uss way mein Kabhi Tere Kareeb Nahin ayi. Tab mujhe laga ki sab theek ho jaega, par fir Misha aa gyi.