My Diary

June 3, 2020

Also, I found some weird pics on my phone 😂 the next part will just be of those pictures

Right now, 10:37PM

I am laying in bed, listening to things hitting my window, what the hell is even out there though? Maybe it is just my imagination even though it is really loud.

10:39PM Hey... It stopped. Cool. Ok so, I guess I'll talk about my day?... Nah, that shit was boring, all I did was load up some wood on a trailer, do some laundry, check on the chickens (and sadly there were two died ones I had to get outta there... that was my first time touching a died chicken, I kinda like the cold, stiff feeling of it. It made me feel comfortable some how... Damn, I am really fucked up...) and I got a new game on my phone, I think I'll delete it soon though, I got pretty bored of it.

I did try to talk to mom and ask her why she was sad, she said she missed brother and I can't relate but I still tried to help. My brother isn't died or anything, he is just at a training place for National Guard peoplessss, and the reason why I don't miss him, well I hate him. He is mean to me all the time. The only time he is nice to me is.... wait....... When was the last time he was nice to me?... Eh, I can't remember. I just hope these next 6 months are good while he is gone. I finally won't have someone constantly judging me, recording me, making fun of me, spreading rumors, AND now that he is gone he won't be bothering my friends anymore either.

Well, that is about all for today...

Now it's 10:53 PM

Uhg, this stupid charger is being a butt, I think I need to switch it for a while. For some reason that always seems to work. I just use a different one until it stops then go back to the old one and it works good as new... Why are chargers so weird. Eh, the world my never know.

10:55 PM

I have to be up by 6 or 7, I can't remember, I should probably go to sleep... but I really don't want to, I am tired but I'm scared I will have a bad dream... Something is telling me that tonight will be bad, maybe a bad dream, hopefully not sleep paralysis, I haven't had that happen in quite awhile and frankly, I'd like to keep it that way.

10:58 PM

420
Sorry that was the 420th word and I just couldn't help myself. Heh. I am starting to get really really tired, but I really don't wanna have a bad dream or something...

11:00 PM

Well... we all have to face our fears, I have to be brave, I will be ok, everything will be fine. I will try to go to sleep, nothing will happen to me, I will be fine, everything is ok. Let's just hope the tapping on the window won't come back. Ok, now I just need to post this... Hopefully no one that cares about me is reading this Lol.

11:14 PM

Ok, I got a cover, put a few tags on it, and a little description thingy... here goes nothing.
(What the hell am I about to do!)