You know, I just realized how fucked up I can be and how I don't realize how stupid I am when I make these mistakes...
I feel like shit bc I mention one person in particular in my book a lot or to other people or I speak about her and be so happy but I fuck up when I struggle to realize that the people I talk to about her also feel sad and might hurt because I fail to give them credit or show them the love and appreciation they deserve. I fuck up so much and I hate it.
I fail to realize that some people care so deeply about me and that to them at times, it feels like I don't appreciate it or I fail to see it and that is entirely my fault.
I really am sorry that I didn't show you the love or appreciation that you deserve and I fucked up and I'm just-
I'm sorry.
I really am.
So to my family who has been with me even though I'm broken, well...thank you.
Thank you jazz ( my #1 big sis. No cap)
Thank you Priti
Thank you vea
Thank you little broskie
Thank you biba
Thank you big sis
Thank you *u*a
Thank you Z*i*a*
Thank you big bro
Thank you H*l*a
This list could go for a while but these are the main people in my life who are my true family.
I love you guys so much....I'm growing because of you guys...🥺
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What It Feels Like To Be ME
RandomI am struggling. With my grades, with my depression, with my anxiety, and most importantly I am losing the battle with my sanity. Read and say what's on ur mind Fill me up with hope and words that may change my perspective, maybe even help me smile...
