Castiel was about to say something but you suddenly sat up in your bed, waking up in your bed. You stared at the wall and you glanced beside you realizing that sadly it just was a dream.
It was about 4 in the morning. "Four hours of sleep is enough.." you mumbled and you got up and went to go get some coffee/tea to start your day.
Castiel was awake because he didnt need sleep. He saw you and he was confused, "why are you up so early?" He asked confused as he was the only one up this early.
You rubbed your eyes tiredly, "I couldnt sleep.." you trailed off and sighed softly as you wished the dream had been a reality as you (1). waited on the coffee maker to do its work as you had pressed some buttons and you had this /(2). made some tea as you stole glances at the angel.
As you stared at the mug before you, you were silent as you thought about your dream. The way he hugged you felt so real. It had to be real right? Or not because I actually told him I loved him, which most likely wouldn't happen. You thought quietly then you drank some of the warm drink and you sighed softly.
Castiel was visibly concerned as he stared at you. He was tempted to read your mind but he didn't because he respected you. You glanced at him and blushed because you made eye contact.
Poor Castiel didn't know what was going on. "Y/n, are you alright? Your face is red" he observed aloud as he set a hand on your cheek and he used his grace to cool you back down and you hummed and smiled as you leaned into his hand, not really using your brain. Castiel's eyes widened slightly "Y/n.." he said in a softer voice and not his normal gruff tone. "Do you love me?" He asked with a look in his eyes of hope and curiosity. You were about to say something before you woke up again.
"caN I JUST STAY ASLEEP!?" You yelled out because you enjoyed the dreams and this pissed you off because it was so realistic. You headed downstairs and saw Castiel and you two locked eyes momentarily and you looked away then noticed Dean.. reading? What the hell? You were so so confused but then it hit you "maybe Sam wasnt crazy.." you mumbled aloud and Dean looked at you but his eyes werent his normal color. Not demonic way but you saw Dean get up with a knife and go toward Castiels back and was literally going to back stab him before you growled and tackled Dean.
When you tackled Dean, he changed into some weirdo in khakis. You remembered the description of the guy who made Dean die over and over and made Sam scared of a Tuesday. You didnt know this guy because you were dead while your brothers met him. You quickly snatched the knife then backed up in a protective mode and you looked around to see yourself in the woods where you were on a case.
Gabriel dusted himself off "okay kid, was that really necessary?" He said and crossed his arms. "Look, this crush you're having on the angel in a trenchcoat-" you cut him off.
"Excuse you! I never told anyone-.. you're an angel huh?" You asked and he nodded. You facepalmed and sighed.
"Okay, correction, LOVE you have for the angel is getting out of hand. And obviously he's either horny or feels the same way. So go talked to him and dont get killed by that demon behind you," he said.
You quickly turned around and you held your knife and stabbed the demon in the neck and they fell. You turned around to see Gabriel gone and you clutched your head and shook it softly and the thought of Castiel reciprocating your feelings.. that scared you a bit. He was a sweet.. being. You didnt like the possibility of him just pitying you and acting like he loved you in return.
You shook the thought away and walked to your car. You were on a solo case and you got in the driver's seat and put your bag of weapons in the backseat floorboard.
"Stay safe," you heard a gruff voice in your mind that you loved so much. He was always looking out for you and you thought it was sweet considering your feelings for him.
With a loving smile on your face, you drove back to the bunker, having a positive attitude? That's rare for a Winchester.
But seriously, drive safe.
Published on: June 2nd, 2020
Word count: 791
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Falling: Castiel x Reader
FanfictionJust because you've grown up in fear and hurt, doesn't mean you're going to always be that way. Perhaps you just need the right person to help you. You love him. Ever since you saw him blow open the doors of that barn, you fell for him hard. Mayb...
