"Wala dito yung SD Card na sinasabi mo anak?" Napatampal ako sa noo ko. Sabi ko na nga ba. Nadala ko kasi yun eh. Nakita ko pa yun kanina habang papunta ako dito.

"Okay, Mom! Thank you. Bye!" Sabi ko at binaba na ang tawag.

Naghahanap parin ako nagbabaka-sakaling makita ko. Pero, sa kalagitnaan ng paghahanap ko ay biglang bumukas ang frontseat na door. Nagulat ako ng makitang si Astrid ang nagbukas nun.

Kaagad kumunot ang noo ko. "What are you doing here?" Sabi ko sa kaniya. I don't have a time to her. Baka makita kami ni Sam dito at magselos yun! Ayokong nagseselos yun sa kahit sino.

"Looking for something?" Sabi niya sakin. Habang busy parin ako sa paghahanap. Hinaluglog ko na ang lahat na kailangang halughogin.

"Shut up! I have no time for you, so leave me the fuck alone." Sabi ko sa kaniya.

"Aww, come on Lucas. Diba you like me?" Tanong niya. Ngumiwi naman ako sa sinabi niya. Yes, I like her before when I didn't see Sam yet.

"What?! I don't like you! What are you talking about?" Sabi ko ng nakangiwi parin.

"You told me that you like me, before?"

"It's past already Astrid. Maybe, that was puppy love of my young heart. Iba na ngayon Astrid, I already found the girl for me." Sabi ko sa kaniya. At nagpatuloy na ulit sa paghahanap. Nang napatingala ako sa harapan ay agad akong kinabahan dahil nakita ko si Sam papunta sa kotse ko.

Fuck!

"Hide in the back, Astrid!" I know that was stupid but fuck. I already doomed.

And before can Sam open my fucking door. Astrid cupped my face and kiss me, what the fucking fuck?! And Someone open the door. I push Astrid away and when I turn my back to who Sam. I saw her tears slowly falling down and saw her eyes that she's in pain.

"S-Sam?" I said. My knees is trembling, No! I can't lose her. Tinalikuran niya ako at ako naman ay nagmadaling lumabas sa sasakyan ko. I gran her wrist.

"S-Sam? L-Let m-me e-explain." I pleaded. I want to explain! Mali yung nakita niya hindi ganun yun.

"A-Ano p-pa b-bang k-k-kulang s-sakin H-Ha L-Lucas?" Her tears won't stop from falling. Malilintikan ka talaga sakin Astrid! You made my girl cry.

"Nagkakamali ka Sam." I try to hold her pero hindi niya ako hinayaan. Please, I don't to lose her! Fuck! Fuck!

"Anong nagkakamali ha? Lucas? Sapat na yung nakita ko para e-explain sakin lahat!" I see anger in her eyes, I can't take it.

"Tama nga sila, na baka lokohin mo rin ako." What the fuck?! Inaamin ko naman na playboy ako pero yung lokohin siya? Ni hindi nga sumagi sa isip ko na maghanap ng iba e. Tanginang buhay naman to!

"I'm sorry Sam, please forgive me." I said. Kung kailangan kung lumuhod sa harap niya ay gagawin ko. Mapatawad niya lang ako kahit hindi ako ang may kasalanan.

"S-Sa t-tingin m-mo g-ganun n-nalang kitang p-papatawarin?" Sabi niya at napahawak siya sa kamay ni Ashton. It's hurt when she's leaning on someone, maybe I deserve this. Kung sana lumabas nalang kaagad ako at pinabayaan nalang ang lecheng SD Card na yun hindi na sana mangyayari to.

"I'm regretting meeting you Lucas, akala ko nabago na kita, hindi parin pala." You changed me babe, you changed me into a better person. You made me the happiest person when I have you. Even though you regret meeting me but I wasn't regret when I court you and become mygirl.

"Please, don't do this to me Sam please." I want to cry, but I don't want to feel weak infront of her. Palaging sumasagi sa isipan ko na hindi pwedeng umiyak ang lalaki, hindi.

"Gustohin ko mang patawarin ka pero hindi ko kaya Lucas, masyadong masakit ang ginawa mo sakin." And then, she shook her head. I c-can't lose her just like that. But what can I can do? She didn't want me to explain my side because she was hurt.

"Tama na ang pagmamakaawa lucas, she don't deserve you!" Sabat ni Astrid. Kinuyom ko ang kamay ko.

"ANO?! MASAYA KANA?! INAHAS MO ANG BOYFRIEND KO!!" Sigaw ni Sam. Pumikit ako. Konting-konti nalang ang pasensyang natitira ko sayo Astrid.

""Hindi ko siya inahas, dahil kung talagang mahal ka niya hindi siya magpapadala sa tukso." Hindi ko na talaga mapigilan.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!! ASTRID!!" I saw the shock face of Astrid and Sam at my shout. Bakit pati pagmamahal ko kinukwestyon? I know I'm a jerk but Don't I deserve to be fucking love by someone?

Sam turn to face Ashton and say something and Ashton open the door for her and then, she get inside.

"Sinayang mo yung babaeng walang ibang ginawa kundi mahalin ka dre! Napaka mali mo sa parteng yun." Sabi ni Ashton sakin. I know it's my fault. Kasi hindi ako umiwas agad, kasi akala ko walang mangyayari.

Andaming akala...

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