Jimin's pov
"What is your problem heejin?? Why are you behind my diary??"
"Because I really want to know why are you so sad , soulless, empty. Jimin we are siblings and there should be nothing secret between us. I cannot see you hurting any longer. Mom, dad , everyone is hurting because of you park jimin . And I will find the reason whether it takes me invading your privacy."
This was first time in past two years that any one has confronted my sadness so bluntly. Heejin my older sister has always been here for me in my worst times but today for the first time in these two years I have seen her cry and it just broke my heart. It's true I am soulless, empty and hurt . Reason for this emptiness was her , park chae young . When she left me , it felt like someone has deprived me of oxygen, it felt like I was choking. No,no she is alive or maybe not I don't know . She never gave me closure. She just left. nobody knows where she went but that's just her . She was always like this gush of wind , that fresh breeze which would refresh you , make you addicted but when someone deprive you of that wind you'll die or become destroyed. Well in my case I am alive but broken. It's been two years since she left . Also the two years I graduated from college. Well I have been coping well , not really . Now I have just learned to fake my smile and hide my pain . Only who knows me very closely can tell how much I have been suffering , that's why my family is upset and that's why my sister is dying to find the reason.But chae is only secret that I just wanna hide and tell no one because whatever we had was special and I don't wanna ruin it . But I think it's high time I just let her go . I can hurt myself but not my family anymore. But just one question park chae young.
"why did you leave me and why didn't you say anything . Was I so unimportant ."
Every night for the past two years I have been asking myself same question but now I am tired . I can feel my warm tears running down my cheek but I promise today is last day.
I will be happy I promised looking towards my diary that holds all her memories. I just need to talk and let go of everything that I have been collecting inside me from past two years. I can only talk to heejin about this because she is not just my sister but also my therapist.
I went to my sister's room that was just across my room and knocked. After few seconds she opened the door. Tears are evident on her cheeks and it breaks my heart . With every bit of courage I said , " let's talk."
My words replaced her facial expressions with relief and she replied,
"Finally ."
Author's note
Hey guys this is my first book . Hoping for your support . I just love jirose. I also wanted to request if anyone is interested in sending me art for the story so please do it without any hesitation.
Thank you ❤️
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