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Also! This chapter contains ----> panic/anxiety attack and cutting plus a bit of angst/fluff. Just a warning! ^-^
-DragonKittyWrites
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No ones pov
"Hey Kuroo, Daichi wants to talk to you-" Yamaguchi ran up to Kuroo then stopped in shock "What happened to Hinata?!" He yelped gaining everyones attention, they all looked in shock. Hinata could clearly be seen sleeping on Kuroo's back as Kuroo piggybacked him "What did you do to Sho!!" Noya streaked over and yelled at him "Shut up you're noisy" Kuroo sighed adjusting his grip on Hinata "what happened?" Daichi walked over with Sugawara, Asahi, Tanaka, Kageyama and Tsukki in tow "I met him coming back from the bathroooms, he was walking and tripped, he asked me to carry him, but it seems he's dozed off" Kuroo lied, Noya frowned "Then why isnt he waking up!.....-"
Hinata's pov
It was warm. I felt safe. Ah. Someones shouting. I don't want to wake up yet. that voice. Who was it again? So comfortable. That swaying motion again. So warm.... Random thoughts flitted in and out of my mind as I stirred a little before snuggling my head further into the warmth, I should thank Kuroo when I wake up... When I wake up... I sank into the blissful darkness once again..
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I slowly stirred, not wanting to wake up and leave this blissful feeling of safety and warmth quite yet.... wait... where was I? Oh right. The training camp with Nekoma... Wait! Me and Kuroo. I snapped my eyes open and tried to sit up but something had its wrapped arms around me pulling me back into its embrace, I blinked, my face was very close to someones chest, I squirmed a bit until I could look up at their face, My eyes widened in surprise, it was Kuroo, he was breathing peacefully as he slept "Kuroo..?" I said not realising i'd said it out loud until he blinked open his eyes "Hey" he yawned sleepily "How long was I out?" I struggled to sit up again but Kuroo just pulled me tighter against his chest, refusing to let go "Stop struggling" he muttered "and to answer your question, the entire day, it's around dinnertime now and you refused to wake up no matter what we did so the Coaches just said that we could relax" "I SLEPT THE ENTIRE DAY?!- Nnnnmmm!" I yelled before Kuroo clamped a hand over my mouth "shut up your noisy" I glared at him "Its to late for that" he said and glanced at me as I pouted, He sighed and removed his hand before cuddling me again "W-why are you h-hugging me..?" I asked squirming until my head was on the pillow and facing his "you refused to let go of me the entire time" He smirked, I blinked, so that warmth and swaying was him carrying me? "Oi" I stayed silent deep in thought "Hinata" "Oi" I jumped, his face was very close to mine. I could feel my face heat up "Seriously? We did a lot more then this yesterday-" I put both of my hands over his smirking mouth as I went bright red "P-please don't say it" I mumbled as the events of yesterday came rushing back along with a truckload of embarrassment and horror, Suddenly something wet touched my hands, I jumped and looked at Kuroo in disbelief, He licked my hand! He looked at me and smirked before continuing to slowly lick them, I just laid there, frozen. He grabbed my wrists and pinned them against the pillow and shifted so that he was looming over me
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(Kinda like this) "W-what are you doing?" I managed to squeak "Something you probably won't like" he smirked leaning down so his head was near my ear, he nibble it while his other hand kept my hands pinned, I flinched, I felt trapped, I couldn't breath properly. I had to move. I had to get out of here. Before Kuroo could react I shoved him off me, grabbed my rucksack that was lying near the bed and bolted for the door hearing him shout behind me. My vision was blurry and my chest felt tight as I almost staggered down illuminated hallway after hallway, scanning desperately for a place to go, there! I ran into the bathroom and into a cubicle, spots swirled in my vision as I collapsed into a ball, my stomach heaved. my chest tightened and throbbed while sweat rolled off my body. This was the worst attack I'd had in awhile. I felt like I was choking as my body locked up and trembled. I don't know how long I laid there, waiting for when I could finally breath again and the worst of it had passed. I took big shuddering breaths and tried to sit up but my throbbing muscles screamed in protest and I collapsed again, I raised a fist in front of my face, it was trembling like a leaf "dammit.." I felt my eyes tear up
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(Like so) and smacked it against the ground "dammit! dammit! dammit!" It was always the same, just when I let my guard down it would always come slithering back in. Spreading its poison before coiling up in the dark corners of my mind. I gritted my teeth and sat up, ignoring the pain I stood, swaying a bit as the blackness flickered at the edge of my vision before fading, I limped out of the cubicle to the sink and turned it on, splashing my face I turned it off and stood up, picking the rucksack up from where I had dropped it, Opening it I pulled out a razor and rolled up my sleeve, I hesitated for a second then pressed it against my arm and dragged it down, the stinging pain seemed to wash away the last dregs of anxiety as I let it bleed for a second, I noticed the bleeding wasn't stopping and frowned, I must have done it deeper then usual. Just to be safe I rinsed it under the tap and wrapped it in a bandage from my bag before cleaning and putting everything back and slinging my bag over my shoulder. I took my last glance at my pale reflection before turning around and pasting a fake grin on my face and exiting the bathroom.
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