hopeless (#8)

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• Read the poem while listening to the song, to get the vibes.

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title : hopeless

the sunset slowly diving into the sea,
i fall in love with it since i was three.
i adored the orange sky and the beautiful light,
then i gaze at the stars for the night.
admiration turning into adoration,
without the crush telling me any information.
sounds foolish, right?

that's the way, i see you from my distance.
asking to you indirectly, do you know my existence?

maybe our eyes met a lot because of curiosity,
but did you see that my heart is in your captivity.
every single features on your being is wanted,
even just a single stare from you, leaves me flustered.
i enjoy your thoughts, actions, and words.

first love, is a foolish love.
it makes me dancing on my own and wondering if it's true love.
i hate the fact, that it ended separatedly,
leaving this heart still dancing with thrill.
asking for the plot twist happening,
when all the responds is still nothing.

warning would be a good sign,
still i could never decline.

i ate up the heart and the pride,
and the flashbacks is all that i bide.
loving you was easy, when i was alone.
but the tight bottle cap will be open and known.

you leave me in a vulnerable position,
and kept stuttering in trying the communication.
falling in deeper in the pool of your eyes,
as much as i wanted, i can't despise.
first love always was memorable,
and heart always ask, what will happen if we were able?

hopeless, isn't it?
how did i fall into this deep, dark, pit?

hopeless, isn't it?how did i fall into this deep, dark, pit?

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inspired by Where Were You In The Morning? - Shawn Mendes.

- icy.

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.hopelessly in love.

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