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Chapter one(the continuation)
He stared blankly, blinking profusely soon after. His first instinct was to feel my stomach. Tears slid down his face as he smiled. Tears of joy?
"I'm gonna be a father". He whispered, lifting up my shirt and kissing my stomach.
Well... This went well.
"Daddy Yoongi".I entitled. Smiling widely. He smiled again and kissed my lips and pulled away.
"How long?" He asked, never leaving my stomach.
"I don't know yet, Yoongi. The pregnancy test doesn't provide that information". I said with a disappointed face.
"It's okay, we'll find out by a doctor. But for now... Get some rest". He kissed my forehead and covered me up with a blanket. Leaving kisses all over me until I eventually fell asleep.
Yoongi's POV:
I watched her as she slept, the news that left her mouth was nothing but good. I finally made something meaningful in this world. A baby, our baby. Am I even ready for this? No doubt I'm happy, but am I ready? What if I ruin this child's life?
I had a slight panic attack as I struggled to breathe. Anxiety taking over my fucking life was no joke. I got up and escaped to the belcony, a place of peace indeed.
Oh shit, will Bighit still accept me if I'm a father? Should I tell them about my baby? Oh Jesus christ, I needed help. So I picked up my phone and called Jin. I'm sure he'll be mature about this.
"Yoongi? You never call". He stated, I wanted to put the phone down in his face. But I needed advice. Not sure if he has any but hey, let's give it a try.
"Hello to you too". I said with a roll of my eyes.
"So, what's up?" He asked, I heard ruffling noises. Probably cleaning.
"uhm,oh yeah. That. Don't freak out, but... Im gonna be a father,Hyung ". I said enthusiastically. Smiling at the thought of holding my child in my arms, rocking him or her to sleep.
"OMO! OMO! That's amazing news! Who else knows!?" He yelled, making me put the phone away from my ear until he calmed down.
"That's the things, Hyung. Should I tell anyone? Bang PD? Will they still accept me if they found out? This is my life, Hyung". I sighed, I know I sounded like a monster, but come on! Give me a break!
Silence.
Guess he has no advice after all.
"Shit,this is a big deal. You can't leave it no matter how much you love your job. It's an innocent child. Your child and you have to take responsibility no matter what. Even if it means... Leaving us". I heard his voice crack, sniffs could be heard on the other side go the phone.
I found MYSELF crying too. Who would I be without BTS? Without Agustd? Shit, this was harder than I thought. But he's right, my baby, my family,my responsibilities.
"Hyung, I can't... I can't leave. Not now, please pray that Nim will be fine with this".I said in between tears. I've been with them for so long, the sudden change felt surreal. Please dear God.
Anxiety took over, my chest tightened and Jin Hyung calmed me down through the phone.
"Yoongi, relax. I'm sure he won't mind. Get some rest and ask Nim first thing in the morning. Don't keep it from him, he'd be more angry". He adviced. I breathed in and out, trying to focus on his voice. And soon enough, I was calm and wiped my tears.
"Thank you, Hyung. Please pray for me". And with that, I hung up and went back to my lovely wife and child. They'll be the death of me.
Next morning.
I breathed in and out, calming myself from any anxiety attacks. I knocked on the door and heard his voice permit me to enter.
"Nim". I greeted, bowing a 90° angle. I needed his full attention.
"Is there something I should be concerned about?" He asked, looking irritated as he dropped the pen he was writing with.
"Actually... I came here to tell you, sir. That, I... Uh.. Uhmm. I'm g-gonna be a father. And I hope I can still come to work everyday like I normally do, sir. I won't be distracted I swear. You know how much I love this job, sir. Please". I begged, finding myself on my knees. I really didn't wanna leave BTS.
"Get up, it's okay. But I need to meet the mother and have a word with her today still". He said, I nodded my head and did a small happy dance.
Wait what!? She wanted to meet the mother. Oh shit oh shit oh shiiit! What if he changes his mind if he finds out it was his every own staff. I am rightfully screwed.
"Kamsahamnida (Thank you)" I bowed again and walked out, as soon as I stepped inside, I punched the air like a mad man.
I stopped as soon as someone from the staff walked passed and gave me a weird look. I stood still and acted like a normal human. Then I remembered,Y/N. I ran to the members to break the news.
"Attention!" I yelled, standing on a table. Yeah, I was short so I needed a hand, or legs.
Everyone stopped what they were doing, I made sure only the members were here and no staff snooping around.
"There are some good news and bad news. The good news is... Im going to be a father and Nim is okay with it". As soon as I said that, everyone yelled and clapped for me, jumping up and down. Jimin was the most excited out of the group. That kid.
"A-And the bad news?" Asked Jin, knowing my condition. I lowered my heard, thinking back to out conversation.
"He might change his mind once he sees that it's his own staff". I sighed, getting off the table (with the help of Namjoon, I'm short whatever).
"Hyung I'm sorry to hear that, but Nim always likes Y/N's work and her personality. I'm sure he wouldn't mind. And if he doesn't want you to be happy, then leaving would be better for you. We just care, Hyung. I'm sure things will work out". Jimin said, patting my back.
I couldn't help but pull him in a hug, they truly cared. I'm go to miss them. Jimin was clearly shocked that I gave him a hug, it took him long to hug back, I laid my head on his shoulder as soon as he did.
"I-I'm going to M-miss all of you". I cried, soon after... All the mambers (including Jungkook) Came in for a group hug. Not suffocating me for once.
Later.
Y/N and I walked in the office, I was sweating like a pig.
Waiting for him to notice.
He raised his head and...
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C-L-I-F-F-H-A-N-G-E-R! Waananaabahhahaha! Let's see his reaction in the next chapter!
Okay bye now!
