The Etc. Book

update on that email:

he still hasn't responded.

he better get to it. im regretting it more by the minute-

What if he doesn't check his email anymore????
ohhhh shooot

imagine first day of school "hm i haven't checked my email in a while-"
email from that nerd, apologizing for... what was she even apologizing for??? she wasn't at fault at ALL

man I wish quarantine didn't happen. for a lot of reasons but this is about my "crush".
because then the spring dance would've happened and i may have asked him and i wouldn't feel like this, not even knowing if i like him or not but still being absolutely obsessive!

i have now sent him a total of FIVE (5) EMAILS:
1) stop being sick ❤ (except it was a nervous wreck and heart emoji was not evident)
2) RE: stop being sick ❤ (three months later and i could actually compose myself)
3) quarantine's making me insane lol ("please talk to me" except i didn't say it and he never replied.)
4) FRIENDLY REMINDER (definitely sounded like flirting; but I sent one to a bunch of my friends so like)
5) the monstrosity of an email I'm talking about now.

good day to u.
it is dinner time now.
i will freak out over hot dogs.

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jesus christ i hope he doesn't ever find this account.
but then again why would he be on wattpad 👀