© Amber Kalkes 2014
~In The Darkest Night~
I thought you were someone I could trust.
It turns out my trust wasn't enough.
I have a half empty bottle in my hand.
Tell me, did you think I could understand?
My dress is short, I guess I feel sleazy.
Does that mean that you can violate me?
"Close your eyes and just lay back."
He said "Don't worry baby I'll tell you how to act."
I told him a word that he just ignored.
I guess I know what its like to be treated like a whore.
You didn't listen and now I'm marked,
By the branding of you ripping me apart.
I didn't tell a soul and I told so many lies.
All I wanted was to curl up and die.
You smiled and hugged me like we were just good friends.
I wish you'd burn in hell and I'd never see you again.
In the darkest night you took it all away,
How ruined do I look in the light of day?
Your memory of me will eventually fade,
But I'll be stuck in the chaos that you made.
