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❝ i promise you darling, won't
regret the best years ❞
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IN WHICH I RANT ABOUT THE BITS
AND PIECES OF MY LIFE . . .
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i'm actually on the verge of tears because i have 8 missing assignments in my art class and i'm currently failing. it's not just that, but the fact that i'm quickly losing motivation to do anything. like, i'm awake until 3am trying to get my late work turned in and then sleep until noon and then proceed to do the homework that was assigned for the day.
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it's just an endless cycle that i'm so so tired of, but it just won't stop. i've come up with a really good plot and book that i plan on publishing in a few months time but i have ZERO time to work on it because of the amount of work i have everyday.
and on top of that, i'm barely talking to my irl friends and i feel horrible for leaving them on delivered for such a long time because i'm not going to see them for a while and it's just getting me more upset, you know?
like, i'm trying to get my life together, but nothing helps, my workload doesn't get better, and altho i'm working on my schedule, it's really hard. like, i usually wake up to my alexa alarm when my niece whom i share a room with is at her mom's house but when she's not i rely on my own time system to wake me up because she's up until 5am doing god knows what. in a few months i'll have my room back to myself but by then it won't matter considering that it'll be summer.
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it's just getting so tiring and i really wanna give up on schoolwork but i know that wouldn't do any positive work. ok i'm done ranting lmao adios 😌✨
