One Direction: When She Turned 18 (TAGALOG)

Chapter Twenty Seven

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"Bye Ally! After this, susunod na ako pauwi. Mamimiss kita" Sabi ni Clare habang yakap ako 

Hinatid kasi nila ako sa airport,  wala nga lang si Harry. Masama daw pakiramdam sabi nung mga boys, hinayaan ko na lang. 

"Mamimis din kita. Don't fall too hard on Zayn, just a friendly reminder. Okay?" Bulong ko sa kanya

She just smiled at tumango.

"Can we borrow Ally from you, Clare?" Sabi ni Liam

Natawa naman kami, lumapit ako sa kanila at niyakap ko sila isa isa

"Bye boys. Don't be too stubborn. Okay? I'll miss you guys." Nakapout na sabi ko

"We will behave, Ally. Just don't forget about us." Sabi ni Niall, naiiyak na siya

"I will never do that. Who could forget One Direction, anyways? Don't cry, stupid" Pinunasan ko pisngi ni Niall

Nagchuckle lang siya tapos yumuko

"And I should be the one saying that cause you're One Direction and I'm just a fangirl. So, don't forget about me." Naka-smile na sabi ko, this time sincere yung smile ko

Niyakap lang nila ulit ako at pinakawalan na.

Nagwave na ako sa kanila at hinila yung maleta ko paakyat dun sa eroplano. Tuluyan ng umiyak si Niall, ayoko na lumingon kasi baka hindi na ako makabalik pa. 

Nakasakay na ako sa eroplano, nasa may bandang bintana ako kasi gusto ko makita yung mga ulap at makita yung mga kaibigan ko kahit saglit na lang and senti senti mode muna ako ngayon kaya ganun.

At dahil wala akong makausap, I plugged my earphones at nagsoundtrip muna.

Those green eyes
And that contagious smile
And those lips, and the way they verbalize

Nagsimula na yung kanta at si Harry agad pumasok sa isip ko. I clearly rememebered everything about him, the way he looks and the way he smiles.

New York city
What a beauty to our eyes
Then you held my hand the first time
You looked at me and smiled

Naalala ko din nung sinurprise niyo ako na sumama ako sa America, alam ko na may gusto na ako sa'yo nun. Sino ba naman hindi? Ang cute mo kasi lalo na kapag nagsmile ka. Lunod nga ako sa dimples mo eh.

Everything was perfect
Everything was great
I was on a fairytale
It's a dream when I'm awake
But days passed and we weren't there
And it felt like we didn't care anymore. Anymore

Naalala ko pa nung una tayong nag-away, hindi mo ako pinansin akala ko mawawala ka na pero hindi pala. Naramdaman ko kung gaano mo ako kamahal nung mga panahon na yun, ang saya nga sa feeling, akala ko fairytale.

But why'd we say goodbye?
We said we didn't have enough time, for both of us
We said we try, to work things out
But all a' sudden we're all tired
And said goodbye

Pero bakit ganun? Napagod ka na ba? Hindi mo na ba talaga ako mahal? Pero gaya nga ng sinabi mo, hindi mo naman talaga ako minahal. Anong nangyari sa atin, Harry? 

Its sad not to hear you calling me up at 3 am
No ones ever gonna sing to me Stevie Wonder songs again
I'll miss your kiss and your curly hair
But now that we said goodbye
I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm alright, yeah I'm alright
You said you didn't wanna see me cry
but I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm alright, I'm alright

Harry, it's just few days simula nung sinabi mong ayaw mo na but I still love you and I'll never stop. I missed you kahit nakita lang kita kanina, I guess pati na rin yung dating tayo namimiss ko pero wala eh, wala talaga. I'll just pretend that I'm alright, even though it hurts, I need to be alright.

Hindi ako pwede umiyak sa harap mo kasi ayokong makita mo akong ganun, ayokong maging mahina sa harap mo.

I'll miss you holding hotel keys
And watch you sing to girls with happy tears
When your on stage, your pointing at me, you sing to me, as I chant your name
And as the spotlights disappear
It's a different person that I'm with
So much simpler, so much better, and just so beautiful...
The way we laugh with four more guys
You walk around naked and cover my eyes
Your just so funny
I can't believe that were letting this go

I remembered nung una akong nanood ng concert niyo ng live kasama si Eleanor, ang galing mo nga kumanta sa personal eh. Nakikisigaw pa nga ako nun kasi nabibilib talaga ako, basta hindi ko ma-explain yung feeling nun. Pero bakit naghiwalay tayo? Hayyy

But why'd we say goodbye?
We said we didn't have enough time for both of us
We said we try, to work things out
But all a' sudden we're all tired
And said goodbye

Sabi mo busy tayong dalawa kaya dapat wag na natin ituloy, pero kaya mo naman diba? Kaya ko din naman diba? Pero why'd we say goodbye? :(

Its sad not to hear you calling me up at 3 am
No ones ever gonna sing to me Stevie Wonder songs again
I'll miss your kiss and your curly hair
But now that we said goodbye
I'll pretend that I'm alright
yeah I'm alright, I'm alright
You said you didn't wanna see me cry
I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm alright, I'm alright

But maybe its time to let it go
Maybe its better off alone
Maybe today's the wrong time
Someday we'll learn to be strong
Maybe your right about this,
We're busy people with busy lives.
We can't keep up on this,
So goodbye

Kailangan ko na ba talaga bumitaw? Kailangan na ba talaga kitang pakawalan, naalala ko tuloy yung sinabi mo na "No. We can't work out, okay? I'm a busy person and you know that, so as you. You have to study and distance is eating us alive. Please? Just please let go of this."

Siguro balang araw makakalimutan din kita,

Siguro tama ka nga,

Siguro kailangan na nating maghiwalay,

Siguro ito yung tama para sa ating dalawa,

Siguro balang araw marerealize ko na hindi talaga tayo. Siguro..

Di hamak naman na FANGIRL lang naman ako at POPSTAR ka.

Call me up at three am
Sing me Stevie wonder songs again
Your kiss and your curly hair,
I never wanna say goodbye
Cause we're alright.

Pero sa ngayon, ayoko munang pakawalan ka kasi ayos naman tayo diba? Ayoko munang kalimutan ka. Ayoko na munang magpaalam. Malayo ka lang sa akin at malayo lang ako sa'yo pero mahal parin kita.

Natapos na yung kanta, hindi ko namalayan na umiiyak na pala ako na parang tanga sa eroplano, kanina pa rin pala nagsimulang lumipad. Tinitignan ako nung tumabi sa akin sa eroplano, nginitian ko lang siya.

"Philippines, here I come!" Bulong ko at pinunasan ang luha ko

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