My mind blanks out
I freeze in silence
Darkness seems to envade me when you're around.
I flee the scene in a panic
Manic
Trying to comprehend my feelings.
The past replays in my head like a broken record.
Memories
Your scent makes me sick
I hold my breath til I'm blue in the face.
Years have past and still I get all clambed up.
I guess the damage is permanent
Etched in my brain
The truth seems to fade away
But the pain remains.
