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19

Hyunjin's POV

I sighed. I am worried about Eunji. What if something really bad happened to her? I am scared.

"Calm down, she's going to be fine. Besides, Dr. Park won't let anything happen to her" Areum

I don't know why but her words calming me.

"I can't calm down. What if he is mad at me? Eunji got into an accident because of me. I don't want them to bad mad at me. I'll just leave their house for good"

"They are not going to be mad" Areum

"Fuck it. I'm scared" I said and started crying

She hugged me "It's okay, you'll be fine. Eunji is going to be fine. She's strong, okay? Don't cry. It's fine"

This may be weird but she really know how to calm everyone or is it just me? I feel calm whenever she's beside me. This is weird.

Am I falling for her?

"Stop crying. You are so ugly. Besides, I have a problem too. I am stuck between my sister or just die" Areum

I looked at her.

"Ofcourse it's not just my sister who gave me hope, you, Eunji, Dr. Park, the nurses, and your friends. I saw how you guys look so happy spending the day. I mean, I never went outside after a long time. I stayed here for almost three years talking to nurses, doctors, patients. I find it fun but it's still different to enjoy my life out of this hospital. It just feels weird. I never knew I will be stuck between choices which is not so me. I always choose and will decide what I really want. But everything change when I saw you guys. It felt like you all guided me to the light. You guys fought everyday and survive every problem with each other" Areum smiled

"S-So, you mean, you are willing to let them cure you? I mean what can we help you to decide already?"

"I don't really need anything hahaha. I just want to think about it. I want to be sure because the chance of me surviving the cancer is decreasing. When Dr. Park told me I still have 99.9% chance to survive, I didn't believe him. I already read on the internet stage 1 only has 2 years to survive. And I am still here for almost 3 years. I thought that was weird, how did I survive for 3 years? The pain is getting stronger and it's spreading through my body. I once pretended to be in pain, they did treat the pain. When I am sleeping, I saw Dr. Park putting some ointment on the reddish patch on my body. When he left I saw it was a topical medication, a temporary medication to lessen the pain. I became mad but thankful to them. I was mad because they know I want to die but they are still treating me. I am happy because they are doing everything to help me survive. That's the reason why I am still here even though it's stage 2" Areum

"Do you really want to die?"

"Yes, I really want to rest forever. Imagine being in pain for three years and no one from my Family visited me. What should I feel? It feels like I don't have anyone with me. After surviving this cancer where should I go?" Areum

"H-How about we live together?"

"You must be kidding me?" Areum laughed

"N-No, I'm not. I don't have anyone except for Eunji, Eric and my friends. If I am going to move to the mansion, I am alone"

"You have your Aunt and Uncle with you" Areum

"Do you think I will still let them leave with me after that? I will sue them and will make them live in the prison forever"

"Hyunjin, move forward" Areum

Move forward? Is she telling me to jump? What the f.

"Huh?"

"Move forward. Forget the past, forget everything. Live your life without being bothered by your past. Those people who made your past so dark. They are the people who will continue pulling you down and will do a lot of things so you can't be happy. In order to forget them, you should move forward. You should let go like what I did. They kicket me out or should Insay abandoned me. I chose to live my life without being bothered by what they did to me even though I am suffering here. When I chose that decision, I met a lot of people who gave me hope and made me happy. I am tellin you this because we almost have the similar story. I'm not forcing you not to get revenge for what they did to your parents. I am telling you to let go of the dark past so you can move forward" Areum smiled

We both decided to go down to visit Eunji. She's already transferred to a private room. Jiwon, Jiwon's Mom, Chan, Seungmin, Woojin arrived. While Eric is sitting outside of the room.

I sat beside him.

"I am sorry. If only I knew they will find out about the house I should've not left. I promise I will move to the mansion later. Sorry"

"You don't have to. It's not your fault. Eunji and I promised to protect and take care of you. I know she did that because she doesn't want anything to happen to you. You should take Jiwon and her Mom home. You guys should rest, okay? Eunji is fine now. She just needs some rest and she needs to stay here for days" Eric

I nodded

"I think you should walk Areum to her room first" Eric smiled and went inside

"Let's go?" I asked Areum and she just nodded

We went to her room.

"Thank you, Areum" I smiled at her and was about to go when she held my wrist "W-What?"

"I will let do the operation" Areum

I smiled and hugged her.